Monday, April 20, 2009

21 April 2009 - Exactly 80 days

Assalamualaikum to my muslim sisters and brothers, and greetings to my non muslim friends. Thousand apologies for the long delay. I have been busy for the last one month. Well to be more exact, I have been trying to make myself busy, busy, busy. For one particular reason....Hafizuddin.

A day before he left me, 30th January 2009, I was launching my NGO project, PAPA (Projek Anak Angkat Palestine) at De Palma in Ampang. It is part of my work as a fellow with Yayasan Wanita Islam (YATI). Alhamdulilah the project has been launced successfully and is an on-going project. I have been busy promoting the project via the media and the latest was thru Radio IKIM last week. When I told Hafizuddin about the project he was very happy and thinking that I will be bringing the children over to our home. Unfortunately it is not possible to do so, anywhere I personally felt that they are happy fighthing for their rights in Palestine.

End of March, I was fortunate enongh to attend a very special program ESQ - Emotional Spritual Equatient. I will write more about this program soon enough. Today is dedicated specially for Hafizuddin. 21st April 2009 - 80 days since Hafizuddin has left us.

This is Hafiz at the age 17 months after his 2nd operation (2004). For the first time he was able to walk around. Alhamdulilah. syukur ke hadrat Illahi. Mama rindu sangat pada Hafizuddin.




8 comments:

Angeliquez said...

ummu hafiz..salam to you..
I read your blog and felt your pain..
May Allaah bless you with jannah as our prophet had promised..That a mother who's child who had been taken away before puberty,would be rewarded with jannah,for her patience.
I am and will insha Allaah pray for you and your son,including your family insha Allaah.May Allaah give you patience,And bless you for it.And may he unite you with hafiz in jannah in the herinsha Allaah.Aameen.

Love from a muslim sister,
Amina


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Aida said...

al-faihah buat anakand hafiz...sudah tentu dia ditempat yg terbaik...insyallah sentiasa dihati dan doa kami...amin.

Aida said...

pembetulan....al-fatihah...amin

Ayesha Syahira said...

I MISS HIM :'( take care ibu, be strong :') we'll know he is now very healthy and very happy in heaven

Widad said...

Salam Ummu Hafiz,

Banyak bersabar,"Allah tidak membebankan hambanya tetapi hanya setakat yang dia mampu"
Ini ada dugaan untuk puan dalam perjalanan rohani yang telah puan pilih. Jangan berhenti tetapi teruskan perjalanan.

Kami juga mempunyai anak yang agak sama keaadaannya, Yakni Complex Cyanotic Heart Disease, Right Atrial Isomerism, Complete AVSD, DORV dan PS. Dia juga ada functional Asplenia.

Keadaannya, bibir kelabu, kurus, nafas yang kenchang sentiasa, berpeluh walau pun dalam bilik aircond

Setiap hari, penicilin pagi dan petang 3.6 ml (90gm)dan Ventolin Inhaler.

Doktor kata tiada rawatan pembedahan intervention yang dapat memulihkan keadaannya. Hanya pembedahan paliative yakni menolong mengurangkan sahaja. Itu pun doktor cakap tidak perlu jika hanya menambah penderitaan nya.

Umurnya 9 bulan sekarang ini. Nanti kami upload gambarnya dalam blog kami.

Bersabarlah

Ummu Hafiz said...

Asalamualaikum.

Dear Angeliquez, Thank you for your prayers. Only Allah knows the agony of missing Hafizuddin. I truly believe in Allah and looking forward to be reunited with Hafiz in Jannah. Amin. I pray for your happiness too.

Aida, Thank you so much. Hope to see you soon.

Widad. Subhanallah, kita di pertemukan di blog ini. Puan adalah orang kedua yang berkongsi pengalaman yang sama. Saya doakan puan sentiasa tabah menghadapi ujian Allah dalam membersarkan anak yang istimewa ini. Saya ingin sangat berjumpa dan berkongsi pengalaman. Email saya di azlinib@yahoo.com

Aminah said...

Salam Ummu Hafiz,
I may be single and never had any child but just by reading your blog, I feel your pain and loss.
It may not sound right but I am glad that you are willing to share your feelings with others. I doa it will not only help you deal with the pain of losing your sons (hafiz and muhammad) but also help those who are in the same situation.
Thank you too to your husband for directing me to this blog.
I wish you and your family the best in both dunia and akhirah.

Sincerely,
Aminah Haji Mahadi

Nina :) said...

*hugs*

hold on, ye?