tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-68501449983443395462024-02-20T06:35:51.322+08:00ANA UMU HAFIZA true feeling of a mother, who has lost her only son.....a young boy who has weathered through heart defects for 6 years, 6 months and 7 daysUmmu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.comBlogger22125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-81208294618861381742010-02-04T19:13:00.002+08:002010-02-05T12:12:19.997+08:00Lonely....alone at homeFeeling down and lonely today. Yesterday and today, I started to clear things that have been piling up in the room downstairs. Bills to be settled, letters to be sorted out and filed accordingly. Can you believe that I have not been doing all these since a year ago. I opened letters, read them, pay bills and chuck everything into this very big box. Suddenly I realised the box is already full. So....today is sorting out day.<br /><br /><br /><br />Anis went out with her friends, Aqilah busy preparing her presentation, Ira is in Johor, Nadhilah is at school...so I am all alone. Okay....here I go.....this letter for this file, this document in that file........Ya Allah, guess what I found...a stack of hospital bills, doctor's report, Hafiz's birth and death certificates. <br /><br /><br /><br />SubhanAllah, without realising, menitis-nitis air mata. Terkenang arwah again...and again...and again. I miss you Hafiz, I love you so much and will always love you, selagi di izinkan Allah. Mama sentiasa berdoa agar kita semua akan di kumpulkan di Jannah Allah. Amin. Amin.<br /><br />Damailah dua-dua anak lelaki mama di syurga yang kekal abadi.Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-34336216868867936462010-01-18T13:48:00.015+08:002010-01-31T20:57:30.897+08:00Setahun Berlalu - 4 Safar 1431H/31 Januari 2010<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTLotWoGXefV1jKBHifbIBTyr6AwkMMkyFAuS-aUGcdI9jyHVkAhoAyu-7IzlhfG4FHSbp9ZxaC0dj89KNVnHtWIULMbIft0mGjn5paOD3vQTxCwFRy4XNDMv4RrHQv-M2jUvfalkEroI/s1600-h/IMG_4968.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432879456020321810" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 267px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTLotWoGXefV1jKBHifbIBTyr6AwkMMkyFAuS-aUGcdI9jyHVkAhoAyu-7IzlhfG4FHSbp9ZxaC0dj89KNVnHtWIULMbIft0mGjn5paOD3vQTxCwFRy4XNDMv4RrHQv-M2jUvfalkEroI/s400/IMG_4968.JPG" border="0" /></a> Asalamualaikum. Setahun telah berlalu sejak pemergian anakanda Hafizuddin. Pulang menemui Allah swt, dijemput ketika berusia 6 tahun, 6 bulan dan 7 hari. Selama itu jugalah sebagai ibu, aku telah diberi kesempatan untuk melahir, menyusu, menjaga, membelai dan mendidik anak anugerah Allah swt. Alhamdulilah, ku panjatkan syukur ke hadratMu Illahi, di beri kekuatan menghadapi ujian Yang Esa. Kedua-dua anak lelaki ku dijemput ketika mereka masih kecil, bersih dan tiada dosa. Mohamed di jemput tanpa dapat ku dengar tangisannya pada tahun 1988, dengan rahmat dan kasih sayang Allah swt, Hafizuddin di hadiahkan 14 tahun kemudian, untuk dipinjamkan selama usianya. Syukur, Alhamdulilah. Kini tinggal 4 orang Ayesha yang perlu ku didik agar tetap di jalan Mu, wajib ku jadikan anak-anak solehah, kerana mereka hak Mu, yang perlu di pulangkan bila tiba masanya. Bantulah aku Ya Robb, tolonglah aku Ya Rahman, ampuni dosa-dosa ku Ya Rahim. Kumpulkan kami di Jannah Mu. Amin.<br /><br /><div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRO2olIcDTZbxegu9pxizkmbilaStc069TfB091E0eJaXeV7_W28sggV4pXciTaUNKWGqMayYIWcc1G1LlSFv8x-wc1EIRJpFszAdxnId0aE16Wn7l91nXR5cD5kh6RtCQ2kVc8OQwT9I/s1600-h/14349_1076361447540_1781356967_156314_7624179_s%5B1%5D.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427956438781782466" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 97px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 130px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRO2olIcDTZbxegu9pxizkmbilaStc069TfB091E0eJaXeV7_W28sggV4pXciTaUNKWGqMayYIWcc1G1LlSFv8x-wc1EIRJpFszAdxnId0aE16Wn7l91nXR5cD5kh6RtCQ2kVc8OQwT9I/s400/14349_1076361447540_1781356967_156314_7624179_s%5B1%5D.jpg" border="0" /></a> Yang baru akan jadi lama, yang elok akan jadi buruk, yang hidup pasti mati. Itulah perjanjiannya, tidak sesaat lewat dan tidak pula sesaat awal. Dalam kegembiraan mendengar kata Doktor yang Hafizuddin sudah sihat dan boleh keluar dari hospital, jantungnya berhenti pada waktu dan ketika yang telah ditulis di Luh Mahfuz. Saat yang hanya Allah swt yang tahu, ketika yang hanya Allah swt yang tetapkan, detik yang hanya Allah swt yang tentukan.<br /></div><br /><div>Begitulah kita, miskin nya ilmu kita, kecil nya dunia kita, singkat nya pemikiran kita. Kita hanya manusia yang kurang segala-galanya. Segala apa yang kita ada, segala apa yang kita miliki, adalah milikNya. Segala apa yang telah berlaku, akan berlaku, hanya akan terjadi dengan izinNya. Tiada daya dan upaya tanpa keizinan dariNya. Kematian itu pasti. </div><div></div><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8kuhj3j0bN2PLCdjwD_NxVAAQNpbzOmtkp_csZMVq0-_hYTK7WQhCKIVeZZZQWz1URbZhD1E8dMA21endOvJabZ55gg5ZkFgxseI0VEf4jtl7XSzQ7wzSVCZl_3dG1VWg3xoU5kWKDRs/s1600-h/14349_1076360567518_1781356967_156311_1231134_s%5B1%5D.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427955687333637234" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 97px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 130px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8kuhj3j0bN2PLCdjwD_NxVAAQNpbzOmtkp_csZMVq0-_hYTK7WQhCKIVeZZZQWz1URbZhD1E8dMA21endOvJabZ55gg5ZkFgxseI0VEf4jtl7XSzQ7wzSVCZl_3dG1VWg3xoU5kWKDRs/s400/14349_1076360567518_1781356967_156311_1231134_s%5B1%5D.jpg" border="0" /></a> Inilah pusara anakanda Hafizuddin. Pada zahirnya hanyalah tanah yang ditanam rumput dan pokok di atas nya, dua batu nesan di kiri dan kanan, batu-batu sungai sekelilingnya. Bila hujan lebat maka berlopak lah ia, bila panas kering pula rumput-rumputnya. Setahun telah berlalu, hujan dan panas silih berganti. Awalnya tanah yang masih merah, di tanamkan sepohon keladi. Sehari, seminggu, sebulan, dan sekarang setahun, kami sekeluarga menjaga pusara arwah, kami ganti pohon keladi dengan pohon melor dan pohon kemboja. Sejuk mata memandang, tenteram hati yang merenung, menitis air mata yang merindui. Mungkinkah ia taman-taman di Syurga? </div><br /><div></div><div>Subhanallah, Itulah janji Yang Maha Memiliki, kesudahan yang bahagia, kenikmatan yang hakiki, keharuman yang abadi, Jannah milikNya untuk insan yang terpilih. Biar mereka miskin di dunia, biar mereka cacat di dunia, biar mereka kaya di dunia, biar mereka menderita di dunia, biar mereka mengemis di dunia, biar mereka segala-galanya di dunia yang sementara. Tetapi kalau utuh imannya, kalau sempurna solatnya, kalau terbayar segala zakatnya, kalau ikhlas puasanya, kalau mambrur haji dan umrahnya, kalau elok pekertinya, baik tingkah lakunya, ramai sahabat-sahabatnya....insya Allah, Jannah lah kesudahannya. </div><br /><div></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427954483041924722" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 180px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjavA0d1rfjnHAutlygGIJNFvon_U1YXg1DLgVaaaNct1GKC-MPE-HkriElPDQ98Kvf3oWo-DwWVAyt34QCJ5tCdtPUACERhZ3uUhJm-oEmCMOuZ2Ghih1I_Wf-zhmVztYbdjOljjouRY/s400/14349_1076360047505_1781356967_156309_2408428_a%5B1%5D.jpg" border="0" /> Setahun berlalu, masih ku rindui, masih ku ingati..Anakanda Hafizuddin sentiasa dalam ingatan. Masih terngiang-ngiang di telinga ku, "I love you mama...infinity", "Mama yang terhebat", "Mama best"dan macam-macam lagi yang keluar dari mulut Hafiz. Maklumlah, Hafiz tengah banyak bercakap dan banyak bertanya. Asyik nak bercerita macam-macam dengan mama.<br /><br /><div>Beberapa ketika sebelum Hafiz menghembuskan nafasnya yang terakhir..dia asyik berkata, "Ma, Hafiz nak naik, Ma". Tiga kali dia sebut, dan setiap kali saya akan meninggikan kepalanya di atas bantal. Entah kenapa Allah tutup akal dan hati saya untuk tidak dapat memahami apa yang tersirat. Walhal dalam pengajian di masjid sudah di pelajari hal2 kematian.</div><br /><div></div><div>"Ma, jangan berhenti popok Hafiz, Ma"...itulah pintanya. Memang sejak kebelakangan ini dia kerap bermanja dan hendak selalu di tepuk, lebih-lebih lagi bila hendak tidur. Semasa di ICU, tangan ini langsung tak boleh berhenti menepuk, bila terhenti sekejap..."Ma..popoklah Ma".<br /><br />Dalam asyik tangan ini menepuk dan membelai rambutnya....."Ma, I love you Ma", dan terus terhenti degupan jantungnya. Aku menjerit memanggil nurse...tolong..tolong ..kenapa dengan anak saya...panggil doktor, cepat......Doktor menasihatiku untuk biarkan sahaja Hafiz pergi, mereka boleh cuba tebuk sana, tebuk sini, tetapi jantungnya tidak akan dapat bertahan lama lagi. Cukuplah dua pembedahan yang telah dilaluinya. </div><div><br /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432878819225764498" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjylbCgsnP4flhqaUiik2P9Y-IEu3Lzo53ZILomRt7ZHfR0lQpRzw5-O6Gdrp-ZFc88ulnalXksEJc20mqokz3FpacKuTMR5K-SvyA4p-gBFcl85WXOMjp5ThnuEfoUrDoWzyUef_t9E70/s400/21012009042.jpg" border="0" /> <div></div><br /><div>Dengan ikhlas dan redha pada ketentuan Illahi, ku pulangkan Mohamed Hafizuddin kepada Al-Khaliq, Dzat Yang Maha Pencipta. Dari Allah kita datang, kepada Allah kita kembali. Berbahagialah anak ku di Jannah Allah. Mama berdoa agar kita dipertemukan akhirnya. Amin. Amin.</div></div>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-72824024862714570342009-10-09T12:55:00.005+08:002009-10-09T13:49:59.584+08:00I LOVE YOU.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWucnFz_KeBVHBTQvPFkptx87Y15Av3lHPXtvm16NVGwTx3Qv9OeW5kkCQ7K6I6LpbdsGwzI-WBK2XZ-F79sp8MhIWQxRLt81rwYbkUB2UCxzlYC_8svF6aSnIrxp5w1_0mXjxjm5MHRI/s1600-h/IMG_4422.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWucnFz_KeBVHBTQvPFkptx87Y15Av3lHPXtvm16NVGwTx3Qv9OeW5kkCQ7K6I6LpbdsGwzI-WBK2XZ-F79sp8MhIWQxRLt81rwYbkUB2UCxzlYC_8svF6aSnIrxp5w1_0mXjxjm5MHRI/s400/IMG_4422.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5390470571350105602" border="0" /></a><br />Ingin berkongsi artikel yang baru di baca dalam Majalah Solusi Isu 12. Penulis yang memang saya minati, bercerita tentang bercinta.........(saya kongsikan sebahagian kecil di sini)<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0); font-style: italic;">Jika menyayangi seseorang, nyatakan....Dari Anas r.a. bahawasanya ada seorang sahabat duduk di hadapan Rasulullah s.a.w. Kemudia ada seseorang yang melintasi (kawasan itu). Berkata sahabat yang sedang duduk bersama Rasulullah s.a.w.: "Wahai Rasulullah, saya mencintai orang itu". Maka Rasulullah bertanya kepadanya: "Apakah kamu sudah memberitahunya?". Ia menjawab: "Belum." Rasulullah bersabda, maksudnya: "Beritahulah kepadanya."</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0); font-style: italic;">Dia pergi menemui sahabatnya itu dan berkata: "Sesungguhnya aku mencintai kamu kerana Allah." Sahabatnya itu membalas: "Semoga kamu juga dicintai oleh Allah yang menjadikan kamu mencintaiku kerana-Nya. (Riwayat Abu Daud dengan isnad sahih)</span><br /><br />Memang benar sekali, jangan kita simpan dan pendam apa yang dirasai. Takut2 tak berkesempatan pula. Inilah apa yang saya rasakan setelah ketiadaan Hafiz. Although kalimah "I love you Hafiz" di ucapkan hampir setiap malam sebelum tidur dan setiap kali menghantar dia ke sekolah, I still felt it is not enough to tell him that I love him so much. There are so many things that I want to share with him, stories I want to read to him, places I want to visit with him, games I want to play with him....<br /><br />.......bersolat bersama, pergi ke masjid bersama, mengaji Al-Quran bersama, berpuasa dan berbuka bersama.....Ya Allah, tak puas rasanya . Walaupun pada hakikatnya kita semua tahu dan faham bahawa dunia ini hanyalah sementara sahaja. Yang pasti kita akan kembali kepada-Nya, Yang Maha Agung.<br /><br />Atas kefahaman inilah saya mampu tersenyum dan bersyukur kehadrat Illahi, Hafizuddin di jemput ketika usia mudanya, ketika tiada dosa.....kerana janji Allah, Jannahlah tempat istirehatnya.<br /><br />Pada teman2 yang menghadapi musibah yang sama, bersabarlah dengan ujian Allah. Saya panjatkan doa agar Allah memberi kekuatan kepada kalian semua agar dapat menghadapi kehilangan orang yang tersayang. Hilang di dunia.......untuk bertemu semula di Jannah Allah, Insya Allah.<br /><br />Bagi kita yang masih di beri nikmat hidup oleh Allah, katakan lah kepada anak2, ibu-bapa, suami, isteri, saudara mara, sahabat handai dan teman seperjuangan...kami sayang dan cintakan kalian kerana Allah swt. Bukan hanya dengan kata-kata tapi juga dengan perbuatan dan tindak-tanduk kita, tidak menguris hati mereka. Semuga Allah akan mencintai kita di dunia dan paling penting di akhirat kelak. Amin. Amin.Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-8472320737062635232009-09-08T06:48:00.006+08:002009-09-08T08:21:52.052+08:00Ramadhan Tanpa Hafizuddin<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgi-DPngv9oqXdx4PD4w1X2GxP7wb1jlLuhJOX3orXN8ltWNOeC0c-Ai-diTgJd-vV0TsIue1P9okIeeu3ctdqNOm8jjlDSO0aeNnBARSk7cmC-O4sBooXePy-FpWyZ9l2-KJpMzEncjUk/s1600-h/IMG_1050.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgi-DPngv9oqXdx4PD4w1X2GxP7wb1jlLuhJOX3orXN8ltWNOeC0c-Ai-diTgJd-vV0TsIue1P9okIeeu3ctdqNOm8jjlDSO0aeNnBARSk7cmC-O4sBooXePy-FpWyZ9l2-KJpMzEncjUk/s400/IMG_1050.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378873511297121346" border="0" /></a><blockquote></blockquote>Hari ini 18 Ramadhan, cepatnya masa berlalu. Belum puas beribadat dan mengabdi diri di bulan yang mulia...syawal pula semakin hampir. Ku pohon restuMu Ya Rob, ku berharap padaMu Ya Rahman...panjangkan usia ku agar dapat bertemu RamadahanMu di tahun hadapan.<br /><br />Ramadhan tahun ini benar2 menguji kekuatan diri ku. Setiap kali ke musolah untuk menunaikan solat sunat terawih, pasti hati tersentuh. Teringat pada mu sayang. Masih terasa gengaman tangan Hafiz ketika kita berjalan ke musolah. Keriangan Hafiz bersama-sama Kakak Qila, Kak Ira, Kak Anis, Kakak Nadilah, Bibik dan Baba melihat ramainya umat Muhammad s.a.w memenuhi musolah untuk solat. Mama ingat lagi bagaimana Hafiz akan tercari-cari Mama di saf perempuan setelah selesai solat 8 rakaat. Jika sebelum itu Hafiz bersama Baba di depan, sekarang Hafiz bersama Mama pula di belakang. Sambil menunggu selesai solat, Hafiz dan kakak Nadilah seronok melipat dan mengemas sejadah di saf perempuan. Kadang-kadang mata Mama tercari-cari wajah Hafiz......rindu betul Mama pada Hafiz.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhku5fvXprUs16k7N-cQXdetkdHYVvq-TKkuibQZ2bB21xmqNfqytrgiQRFECnQuqKjW20PX6s4V4ySEhdd6OR0vnckeCN-x9jtlSuA6B4SQrInLY9QP3fbMoPR7Fqo-U5Rm6ZSYNUaxfs/s1600-h/IMG_1043.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhku5fvXprUs16k7N-cQXdetkdHYVvq-TKkuibQZ2bB21xmqNfqytrgiQRFECnQuqKjW20PX6s4V4ySEhdd6OR0vnckeCN-x9jtlSuA6B4SQrInLY9QP3fbMoPR7Fqo-U5Rm6ZSYNUaxfs/s400/IMG_1043.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378872472017636162" border="0" /></a><br />Yang sangat tidak dapat Mama lupakan ialah ketika Hafiz ikut Mama dan Baba solat subuh pada Ramadhan yang lalu. Setelah selesai solat dan ketika kuliah subuh, Mama lihat Hafiz leka mengutip manik2 yang Hafiz jumpa diatas carpet dan meletaknya di dalam kopiah Hafiz. Bila ditanya oleh kawan2 Mama, Hafiz kata nak bagi kat nenek, sebab nenek suka jahit manik.<br /><br />Mama ingat bagaimana Hafiz tak suka ditinggal seorang di dalam bilik ketika bersahur. Hafiz pun nak bangun juga tapi bukan untuk makan, hanya sekadar nak duduk di riba Mama dan memeluk erat Mama, sambung tidur dalam pelukan Mama. Hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu perasaan Mama ketika itu. Bahagia...tenang dan puas kerana dapat kenikmatan membelai anak yang sangat manja.<br /><br />Now, all those are only memories that Mama will never ever forget, InsyaAllah. My love for you will never fade and you will awlays be my angel. I am not sure how to go thru Syawal without Hafiz. Going thru my daily chores is already a difficult task...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvJXNX-cuw0TY_2ZDLNQKxKfahG4SiEWPvqJaGoswmtKjW2y34QSqgi3w5xnDcylbuyytMPb1VwIwouMfXSjXoRqfO0knJBpQJzDVEpZ9RAwWkfJMTS6eFClSaUyBwPFYugDXtOBttReg/s1600-h/IMG_0993.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvJXNX-cuw0TY_2ZDLNQKxKfahG4SiEWPvqJaGoswmtKjW2y34QSqgi3w5xnDcylbuyytMPb1VwIwouMfXSjXoRqfO0knJBpQJzDVEpZ9RAwWkfJMTS6eFClSaUyBwPFYugDXtOBttReg/s400/IMG_0993.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378864472060319362" border="0" /></a><br />Ya Allah, ku pohon pertolonganMu, ku harap keredhaanMu. Teguhkan iman ku, tetapkan aku di jalan lurus Mu, titipkan keihklasan dalam hatiku. Kau Yang Maha Mengetahui, Kau Yang Maha Memahami. Kumpulkan kami bersama-sama di JannahMu, Ya Robb. Amin. Muga Hafiz berbahagia di sana.Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-82340976239918381192009-07-25T10:20:00.015+08:002009-07-27T22:17:13.873+08:00PENANG TRIP - May 2008<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhUl5Z9Ut11ry1Z2E76ftFt5sIf22N82EW_dc3oYbgAxMMJ28iVmi2DWP6DvnKM8PF3YYK3dxnTd-w2G0aKKb2xXS0wEYubeAlA9KyvdIom0RJk4B-XU4enn88z17WGSP1-958mcAnQLA/s1600-h/IMG_3054.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhUl5Z9Ut11ry1Z2E76ftFt5sIf22N82EW_dc3oYbgAxMMJ28iVmi2DWP6DvnKM8PF3YYK3dxnTd-w2G0aKKb2xXS0wEYubeAlA9KyvdIom0RJk4B-XU4enn88z17WGSP1-958mcAnQLA/s400/IMG_3054.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362278990127214402" border="0" /></a><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Penang</span>....here we come....<br /></div><br />During my many trips promoting transfer factor, I managed to take my children including <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Arwah</span> Hafiz to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Penang</span>. We drove from Shah <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Alam</span> in the morning of 27 May and straight<span style="display: block;" id="formatbar_Buttons"><span class="on" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_Add_Image" title="Add Image" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="addImage();" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);;ButtonMouseDown(this);"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif" alt="Add Image" class="gl_photo" border="0" /></span></span> to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Taman</span> Brown (my aunt's house). As <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">usual</span>, the children including <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">bibik</span>, slept most of the time only waking up for a break at the many R & R along the way. Hafiz was very happy and excited because I promised him a trip to the beach.<br /><br />We plan to stay at <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Mak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">Onem's</span> house, but on our first night in <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">Penang</span>, there was a power failure. Thinking it will only be a short while, we went to Starbucks to kill time, but after a while, we packed our things, and head for the nearest hotel. It was fun, taking the children to the hotel, half sleep and half awake.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">Mak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">Onem</span> took us around the island....we went to the beach, to the shopping mall, enjoying <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">Penang</span> food. Hafiz really enjoyed his stay in <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">Penang</span>, and always reminding me to take him there again....<br /><br />Sharing some beautiful moments.....<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">Penang</span> May 27, 2008.....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLkwjEw_kwMbZdpy8I0urRteBw5lfyMvkFqid1EdsBJdJtah-fEY-crbO-TUureofV6joWuUV7VAHwhDWELMighjfDpjrpP4yJ6A214-TqoJkip6TD4apK1qBTGR_oZ7DjSM-SKVJFD1w/s1600-h/IMG_3032.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLkwjEw_kwMbZdpy8I0urRteBw5lfyMvkFqid1EdsBJdJtah-fEY-crbO-TUureofV6joWuUV7VAHwhDWELMighjfDpjrpP4yJ6A214-TqoJkip6TD4apK1qBTGR_oZ7DjSM-SKVJFD1w/s400/IMG_3032.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362279588686885346" border="0" /></a>Hafiz..before we start our journey....all set<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEip8Lwidmz4XH0qlv-luowxG-iqIdbkJViTfQOnqjuJrfBtXwGuDzmAkh7HIIh75C2_3F_Lhy8rieIZcuToItmMdov4ergmsBwDpOGWDW1GtJX3-EymbGUs1pbRyWi-ACvpkTDwQo1z6AY/s1600-h/IMG_3042.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEip8Lwidmz4XH0qlv-luowxG-iqIdbkJViTfQOnqjuJrfBtXwGuDzmAkh7HIIh75C2_3F_Lhy8rieIZcuToItmMdov4ergmsBwDpOGWDW1GtJX3-EymbGUs1pbRyWi-ACvpkTDwQo1z6AY/s400/IMG_3042.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362280530381231314" border="0" /></a><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">Bibik</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">dah</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">tidur</span>....what is Hafiz thinking....<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfsjMvIJN39O2tXk9KdvcEH-0uwXtOT2MJ7WV3IibU48iEvjcHWQhXNw5L0AZi9ZLkp6JaB5IvJYEPnZfYP4omzhZa7Qx6i4GrC8hBo3LoQklre-__Xe1FIzxV-Aj_wOZkL2u2iNvcUQI/s1600-h/IMG_3072.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfsjMvIJN39O2tXk9KdvcEH-0uwXtOT2MJ7WV3IibU48iEvjcHWQhXNw5L0AZi9ZLkp6JaB5IvJYEPnZfYP4omzhZa7Qx6i4GrC8hBo3LoQklre-__Xe1FIzxV-Aj_wOZkL2u2iNvcUQI/s400/IMG_3072.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362281883650178082" border="0" /></a>Hafiz resting, waiting for mama to check in......<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtH5_xGxcahPjnaVvAmnnsIKtJV36wzpAJjlTD_bMFJJM0yTulmuSHC-wo7P4pewHiU94z5X2t8kTcFoRoZznHRGG6ijIMBAcx0qmGDb3lKqMhj9QH4MmlHCjHBQSdLbmjudJtmwYMYck/s1600-h/IMG_3067.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtH5_xGxcahPjnaVvAmnnsIKtJV36wzpAJjlTD_bMFJJM0yTulmuSHC-wo7P4pewHiU94z5X2t8kTcFoRoZznHRGG6ijIMBAcx0qmGDb3lKqMhj9QH4MmlHCjHBQSdLbmjudJtmwYMYck/s400/IMG_3067.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362290702566514098" border="0" /></a>Half asleep, half awake....<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhS6FkGTySpy3AhtSr-LJzK9EuXofZpdlLgREMEi3wU0DTVgPmXv_vAoVFSQgJ-BGZBNUuTsvtocf5Sue-lMarmGZGzadjeccY4iSV98hhnxlC8MsoBvqbMxDpnF5kMzuvlHJteyS0JJtY/s1600-h/IMG_3075.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhS6FkGTySpy3AhtSr-LJzK9EuXofZpdlLgREMEi3wU0DTVgPmXv_vAoVFSQgJ-BGZBNUuTsvtocf5Sue-lMarmGZGzadjeccY4iSV98hhnxlC8MsoBvqbMxDpnF5kMzuvlHJteyS0JJtY/s400/IMG_3075.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362282468402033026" border="0" /></a>Window shopping....ice cream time.....<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivRW5z_b-94YT_rtnx410Zn3vrjIVeh786LRBsVsj28uTTLffamAdbUfaDsIgfFupmJnMoDbmPE-cMSeouf312pc_n9yxucg7NogyYLnBHXS3fA5nOyWbzsxdA1pXbIN027rT0eH4BHB8/s1600-h/IMG_3102.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivRW5z_b-94YT_rtnx410Zn3vrjIVeh786LRBsVsj28uTTLffamAdbUfaDsIgfFupmJnMoDbmPE-cMSeouf312pc_n9yxucg7NogyYLnBHXS3fA5nOyWbzsxdA1pXbIN027rT0eH4BHB8/s400/IMG_3102.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362285920958859426" border="0" /></a>His dreams come true....spending time on the beach<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjZc_YIMHlkNDe4sr-OissfiJ1eKE8lbIMwVUTxo1Kd68l4o_h-EavvrWIFnww1zHipxOxS3BvNBJ64Z-ulmAZgbCh05OJBY3MvbZ6h04aDLqopq_TAZxz7u6UkiR0NDLUR3LReRqc6Lg/s1600-h/IMG_3124.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjZc_YIMHlkNDe4sr-OissfiJ1eKE8lbIMwVUTxo1Kd68l4o_h-EavvrWIFnww1zHipxOxS3BvNBJ64Z-ulmAZgbCh05OJBY3MvbZ6h04aDLqopq_TAZxz7u6UkiR0NDLUR3LReRqc6Lg/s400/IMG_3124.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362286727163738130" border="0" /></a>Enjoying snack....<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbooDXUrsywp0YTRpvouWjRivtTGqBNEL6LoAJRWMeN8tJJgbG_BE0vBRAAwgFlOEyvOm9F3UIVbtVfqHgTRv6gh8qvU3ApQgdYivZNe0_gXhj5mf-ig1aBbATWnSgU4P6Z8-w8TA-8LY/s1600-h/IMG_3125.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbooDXUrsywp0YTRpvouWjRivtTGqBNEL6LoAJRWMeN8tJJgbG_BE0vBRAAwgFlOEyvOm9F3UIVbtVfqHgTRv6gh8qvU3ApQgdYivZNe0_gXhj5mf-ig1aBbATWnSgU4P6Z8-w8TA-8LY/s400/IMG_3125.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362287750853785474" border="0" /></a>I love you <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">sayang</span>.....<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgh85_zEwLuhctDJkBdJsIMeojKX1rq2idAsrk5U7tflNkesC6Vr3NWEn7IhZ_tiI32N7I677Tn0yzQs_AgqrX0AZjzMkghYqxMGRDimVDdyltxvHN7kAmsLP9PazRfXHlBxE7DhRVWwmY/s1600-h/IMG_3129.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgh85_zEwLuhctDJkBdJsIMeojKX1rq2idAsrk5U7tflNkesC6Vr3NWEn7IhZ_tiI32N7I677Tn0yzQs_AgqrX0AZjzMkghYqxMGRDimVDdyltxvHN7kAmsLP9PazRfXHlBxE7DhRVWwmY/s400/IMG_3129.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362288201237637426" border="0" /></a>Beautiful beach of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">Penang</span>.......<br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br />Thank you <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">Mak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">Onem</span> and family (Uncle Omar, Jasmine, Layla and Junior) for making our trip memorable and fulfilling Hafiz's wish to spend time on the beach.<br /><br /></div></div>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-35319506130795108522009-07-19T22:04:00.003+08:002009-07-19T22:50:15.077+08:00Keluhan Hati.......Maha Suci Allah swt. Dengan izinMu, ingin ku kongsi resah di hati ini. Ampunkan dosa ku. Bukan niat untuk mengadu, jauh sekali menyalahkan dugaan dari Mu. Aku redha Ya Allah, aku terima Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim.<br /><br />Aku insan biasa, punya hati dan perasaan. Wanita yang halus emosinya, lembut naluri hatinya...tapi kuat semangatnya. Sedih kehilangan Hafizuddin sudah ku gagahi, tapi perasaan sayang dan rindu tak mungkin akan hilang. Demi Qila, Ira, Anis dan Nadilah, ku lawan kerinduan di jiwa, ku senyum dan tertawa bersama, ku nyanyikan lagu kegirangan bersama, ku layani perasaan anak2 yang ku sayangi.....ku hiburkan suami dan keluarga.<br /><br />Kekadang...hati terguris dek kegagalan emosi, mata berkaca dek kepenatan jiwa, tangan dan kaki terluka dek kegairahan dunia. Siapa yang tahu? Siapa yang rasa....Hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui.<br /><br />Berdosa ke aku Ya Allah? Ampunkan dosa-dosa ku. Terimalah amal ibadat ku, terimalah taubat ku. Tetapkan aku di jalan mu Ya Allah, jalan yang lurus, jalan yang Kau redhai. Bangkitkan kami sekeluarga dibelakang Rasullulah s.a.w, di dalam saf Baginda. Amin.<br /><br />Aku cuma ingin di fahami, ingin disayangi, ingin dikenali oleh Mu, Ya Robbana. Keluhan dan kesah di jiwa, biarkan ia mati di hati....hilangkan ketidakpuasan hati, jauhkan dari perasaan benci, titipkan kasih sayang dalam semua ahli keluarga besar ku.<br /><br />SubhanaAllah, Maha Suci Allah....<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4tJUSNrixNw5EMUU4raNtY7fydJKI_f-to7rJKw_6mYfQ_OEn93GBJZcSXpQoCptvR-JoF_W9EPJCnGn181JqtO9TaaamEdTRG37VaXTZ5D9e1N4RSla9DLGWGzGkzzqW5qk5qKa6wC4/s1600-h/IMG_0176.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4tJUSNrixNw5EMUU4raNtY7fydJKI_f-to7rJKw_6mYfQ_OEn93GBJZcSXpQoCptvR-JoF_W9EPJCnGn181JqtO9TaaamEdTRG37VaXTZ5D9e1N4RSla9DLGWGzGkzzqW5qk5qKa6wC4/s400/IMG_0176.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360183466801761426" border="0" /></a>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-25277916517244239312009-07-16T13:06:00.015+08:002009-07-16T14:10:08.121+08:00Last Outing with Hafiz and Family<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVCz1gcbDD-bYEOU246nQpSxzJlKk-BlmBa0n0nzXucBKI5BdybxsnXBylLHBX6o3DuWwV11Lz0au9FRv5Ji-GLHu9hVodE2xajKoKpq_c4qWk2yz4am9yVN6zoVtgaXkPGYXpr6HpC4w/s1600-h/IMG_4544.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVCz1gcbDD-bYEOU246nQpSxzJlKk-BlmBa0n0nzXucBKI5BdybxsnXBylLHBX6o3DuWwV11Lz0au9FRv5Ji-GLHu9hVodE2xajKoKpq_c4qWk2yz4am9yVN6zoVtgaXkPGYXpr6HpC4w/s400/IMG_4544.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358930841244747858" border="0" /></a><br />Dengan Nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang. Selawat dan salam ke atas Nabi Muhammad Rasullulah s.a.w. Asalamualaikum and salam sejahtera.<br /><br />Hafiz started showing some indications that he is not strong enough by Ramadhan last year. I could see some changes in him. He is not so active and most of the time he complains that he is tired and his heart is beating fast. I knew that he is not well and we have already started making plans to discuss the possibility of the third operation with his doctor. A new medication is given to slower his heart beat and we continue with the transfer factor to enhance his immune system.<br /><br />I tried to fulfill all his wishes and one of those was a trip to Petrosains...he wanted to see the Dinasour, one of his favorite animal. It turns out to be our last outing with him. It was last December before school reopens. I am sharing some of the wonderful photos of him.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgywp3rhXFQdHLHRsnjABl7xfUzQF-ro52lRkykORlDPtm3GLtxNFdvXZtBSEG58OdmAJLcyURfX5-B1w7WP18xocIhljOsZHQzYJHzqhXOervLcYl1XdBhCRknwB8i9SGWFqkHJ1EWIns/s1600-h/IMG_4444.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgywp3rhXFQdHLHRsnjABl7xfUzQF-ro52lRkykORlDPtm3GLtxNFdvXZtBSEG58OdmAJLcyURfX5-B1w7WP18xocIhljOsZHQzYJHzqhXOervLcYl1XdBhCRknwB8i9SGWFqkHJ1EWIns/s400/IMG_4444.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358935983406538370" border="0" /></a>Mama and Hafiz trying the shadow effect...<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSw-l31q78giMJQlHukI-Ixcf9momti69xkIV2Hm_kUpETI6zKfk9QOAKK2QEhQVG_II4SxatAcvb2zWiFHk9m7npbthhyphenhyphenmnteLvlTXDjF6EiwrsA_DrWRj5Lbevzw7cyZ0GuGkNGi0E4/s1600-h/IMG_4453.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSw-l31q78giMJQlHukI-Ixcf9momti69xkIV2Hm_kUpETI6zKfk9QOAKK2QEhQVG_II4SxatAcvb2zWiFHk9m7npbthhyphenhyphenmnteLvlTXDjF6EiwrsA_DrWRj5Lbevzw7cyZ0GuGkNGi0E4/s400/IMG_4453.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358923752771821042" border="0" /></a>Hafiz learning something...not sure what...<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgzZJNn7vRISmjM6J1hzRezoqLuLfjhjQKiwHhkuBdzr4SnvB9Vzo-al8Z4kQ2kP1G5bhzySusKUe4KOVZRRc0D1wOTVCSr1TozIQwlYeASLrvApuKI-dGhdrBL0yCW9UMkxXa7ezTuUEM/s1600-h/IMG_4462.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgzZJNn7vRISmjM6J1hzRezoqLuLfjhjQKiwHhkuBdzr4SnvB9Vzo-al8Z4kQ2kP1G5bhzySusKUe4KOVZRRc0D1wOTVCSr1TozIQwlYeASLrvApuKI-dGhdrBL0yCW9UMkxXa7ezTuUEM/s400/IMG_4462.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358924551881918770" border="0" /></a> Bibik....with Hafiz<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHPy0decpzPo00pCoHLdVt2hf5ywgqK0NPzrGtIZPHLm6Pa4ySdq560eVDlf-cmzVfdBUlXHWawDrSkCs7xwbI0LU4f_4cv0UqNEwi0FBibXmGhyr7ciGI4DJS4JJbG_H4vjUE0XMOAI8/s1600-h/IMG_4566.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHPy0decpzPo00pCoHLdVt2hf5ywgqK0NPzrGtIZPHLm6Pa4ySdq560eVDlf-cmzVfdBUlXHWawDrSkCs7xwbI0LU4f_4cv0UqNEwi0FBibXmGhyr7ciGI4DJS4JJbG_H4vjUE0XMOAI8/s400/IMG_4566.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358927343491873826" border="0" /></a>Trying the magnifying glass...<br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwcYnQ0euJatZxN7viUMT8My-a5Q8zhMbhq0UpX6DkphoyS7DHt4az_IJCWs3LvN8jT0GFlzbTrro55TOj5EWKBx7_wN1txD-bzsSnoD4mLWXk6PP36UmD6-KWXZfzUuxNALIGH9FbWvI/s1600-h/IMG_4768.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwcYnQ0euJatZxN7viUMT8My-a5Q8zhMbhq0UpX6DkphoyS7DHt4az_IJCWs3LvN8jT0GFlzbTrro55TOj5EWKBx7_wN1txD-bzsSnoD4mLWXk6PP36UmD6-KWXZfzUuxNALIGH9FbWvI/s400/IMG_4768.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358928057943250050" border="0" /></a>A happy and satisfied child.....<br /><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjL3F_HypoxDGLu4bLKN-Ib0MosPYT1woIyycs8sZd1zR3NLe-S8ur57ktEI3OapJTu6OmHqcohPLWaewn1XDUV85XPpFAklVtN_2QNHkPrClQK3tDAKLI5pw5j6ppN_bXniMZY5MvomN0/s1600-h/IMG_4769.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjL3F_HypoxDGLu4bLKN-Ib0MosPYT1woIyycs8sZd1zR3NLe-S8ur57ktEI3OapJTu6OmHqcohPLWaewn1XDUV85XPpFAklVtN_2QNHkPrClQK3tDAKLI5pw5j6ppN_bXniMZY5MvomN0/s400/IMG_4769.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358931585402661282" border="0" /></a>Peace....and goodbye.....forever.....<br /><br />We all love you and will always remember you as the joyful...cheeky baby...<br />WE MISS YOU ....<br /></div>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-52951693701012685222009-07-15T21:23:00.003+08:002009-07-15T21:44:39.822+08:00One of those days...Don't know what happen...am feeling down...maybe it is the haze...maybe not. Anyway the weather has not been that great for the past few days..and I myself have been travelling up and down...To be frank I am actually very very tired...exhausted....burnt down....<br /><br />Should I take a break? Yes? No? CONFUSED...<br /><br />My daughters need me and I need to be there for all of them. My parents need my loving care..., my brothers and sister need me to complete the group...do I need myself...<br /><br />Subahanallah, apa yang I merapu ni...Ya Allah berikan daku kekuatan untuk menghadapi dugaan mu. Tetapkan daku di jalan Mu Ya Robb. Muga kami dihimpunkan bersama-sama saf Rasullulah s.a.w. Amin...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhewKlDfsKdN7dnzz2cu0gOVFI_udNjlLyrGJM_zIiu5HW8ioRskYxju_yREApQaW1I5sB8j2H6W3H5lg031RMmrk_uK9wpeR8I1Yr3B6NK5hPds4OlpkyfeiljaCYz7OV5ESNmR2M6nb8/s1600-h/Image179.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhewKlDfsKdN7dnzz2cu0gOVFI_udNjlLyrGJM_zIiu5HW8ioRskYxju_yREApQaW1I5sB8j2H6W3H5lg031RMmrk_uK9wpeR8I1Yr3B6NK5hPds4OlpkyfeiljaCYz7OV5ESNmR2M6nb8/s400/Image179.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358681350351195410" border="0" /></a>Masa jaga Arwah dulu..tak pernah rasa penat atau letih pun. Masih dapat mama rasakan memeluk Hafiz....Damailah kau di sana, anaku....Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-21381745813638474732009-07-13T10:17:00.007+08:002009-07-13T11:15:52.372+08:00Salam untuk SemuaAsalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera untuk semua. Thousand apologies for the "silence" and the long break that I have to take. I guess it is nearly 2 months since my last posting and almost 6 months since Hafiz left me. I wanted to post something during his birthday, 24th June 2009 but not able to do so. Seems to be losing my strength during that day...and I waited until today.....<br /><br />24th June 2002, I gave birth to Hafiz at SJMC. I can still remember watching TV while waiting for the gynae and counting the intervals of my labour pain. The Azan for Dzuhur prayer was on tv and I knew the time has come....and Alhamdulilah seconds after azan was over I could hear his first cry....<br /><br />Subhanallah, my son (I lost my first son 1998) was born...the first grandson in the family....Syukur ke hadrat Illahi. Only Allah knows how happy we were at that time and still are thankful with the gift from Mighty Allah. We named him Mohamed Hafizuddin b. M. Hafifi. A beautiful baby...he will always be my baby....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRJ-q5eivhJF3z5pZzeeTDwRUQHh0wi3yTs4nzrzRp9xqERbB2WmTRbRV6ww7PmMHiWio6HI5ShxE46Oj6IBDm38VYXNOb4F5PyRFcnfmScXB9f7FmrCk4U4egVkXVwj_bbZNFm-5ERHg/s1600-h/barunakjln.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 352px; height: 288px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRJ-q5eivhJF3z5pZzeeTDwRUQHh0wi3yTs4nzrzRp9xqERbB2WmTRbRV6ww7PmMHiWio6HI5ShxE46Oj6IBDm38VYXNOb4F5PyRFcnfmScXB9f7FmrCk4U4egVkXVwj_bbZNFm-5ERHg/s400/barunakjln.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357767778674695474" border="0" /></a>His first step....after the 2nd heart operation.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaT29jfT933V2-kCpRXqiODL6m_r7bsp5180oHM0vAmZ_z_xsbu9N31PVVhM-lFuMrI_C5kMT0CtBw8pAyf5eczlZo1FP89hMqp2-2SJLFgOyq3XMZYJOSBfGYW-XMmLksU4WhWm101OI/s1600-h/Fifiz.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaT29jfT933V2-kCpRXqiODL6m_r7bsp5180oHM0vAmZ_z_xsbu9N31PVVhM-lFuMrI_C5kMT0CtBw8pAyf5eczlZo1FP89hMqp2-2SJLFgOyq3XMZYJOSBfGYW-XMmLksU4WhWm101OI/s400/Fifiz.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357768315014968066" border="0" /></a>My Baby.......<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGg0eNy-BwZR12OOeoy4gJ-MzdHjGv4JYeJs_p4BCQLGayR42yPkat7dZbCB5CSCmvoWx21uxXLLF2BEzPkJgRV_sgzkLn0nJE3IfVPh7lTT6JicsqvKeCEWPsF22OXeUEMxW9VbuDFoI/s1600-h/Image(539).jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGg0eNy-BwZR12OOeoy4gJ-MzdHjGv4JYeJs_p4BCQLGayR42yPkat7dZbCB5CSCmvoWx21uxXLLF2BEzPkJgRV_sgzkLn0nJE3IfVPh7lTT6JicsqvKeCEWPsF22OXeUEMxW9VbuDFoI/s400/Image(539).jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357768673725410642" border="0" /></a>Everybody's baby.....<br /><br /></div>Hafiz, mama ucapkan selamat menyambut hari ulang tahun mu yang ke 7. Mama tahu Hafiz tentu sedang bergembira di sana. Walaupun Hafiz tiada bersama mama, mama tetap sayang dan rindu pada Hafiz. Mama ingat lagi setiap kali menjelang bulan Jun, Hafiz dah mula fikir2 untuk order cake yang macam mana dan hadiah apa yang Hafiz hendak. Sebulan dua tu kita semua sibuk sekali mencari2 hadiah yang sesuai untuk Hafiz. And your last birthday gift was a bicycle that you wanted so much....and we celebrated your 6th birthday last year, not knowing that this year you will not be around with us anymore....<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjuDZTJL6vYZ5L_4i06xSDDC78vieI01kR-4U2e7exSr6F4wUIaC74mui23uY0Cbk8NlDJEPL_7x_Cf0ZX1BK10HzvRdIJZ0HDvnC4AP3wIYBMFTut6X_SIrH5SA2Sy30fbANUstSW38cg/s1600-h/IMG_8183.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjuDZTJL6vYZ5L_4i06xSDDC78vieI01kR-4U2e7exSr6F4wUIaC74mui23uY0Cbk8NlDJEPL_7x_Cf0ZX1BK10HzvRdIJZ0HDvnC4AP3wIYBMFTut6X_SIrH5SA2Sy30fbANUstSW38cg/s400/IMG_8183.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357770766580169762" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwU9ARI0Twm07wdZeNbj_NbJMQBbL1uHSTJ93dGwzFFirQ72hWpZw22vcFgbL8TPGnLVqAUnq_Eiav6YkaovOH4GQyZ34BACUvQm5Z0NHVt3i1afzuEe58CTKLKyC1BmZJMslS12m4Vjw/s1600-h/IMG_8191.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwU9ARI0Twm07wdZeNbj_NbJMQBbL1uHSTJ93dGwzFFirQ72hWpZw22vcFgbL8TPGnLVqAUnq_Eiav6YkaovOH4GQyZ34BACUvQm5Z0NHVt3i1afzuEe58CTKLKyC1BmZJMslS12m4Vjw/s400/IMG_8191.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357771603435689810" border="0" /></a><br />Ampunkan daku Ya Robbana, Ampunkan dosa-dosa ku Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim, Maafkan tangisan2 ku Ya Allah. Bukan aku kesali kematian Hafiz, jauhkah sekali ku tangisi pemergiannya, tidak juga ku marah di duga begini...Aku cuma insan hina, yang kerdil, yang jahil dan tidak punya apa2 kecuali apa yang KAU berikan kepada ku. Ampunkan dosa-dosa ku Ya Mujib yang Maha Mengabulkan.<br /><br />Izinkan aku untuk menyayangi anakku, izinkan aku merinduinya, izinkan mengingatinya...Kau yang Maha Mengetahui, Al Alim. Kasih sayang seorang ibu..tidak kan pernah hilang..Kau jugalah yang memasukan kasih sayang itu kedalam diriku Ya Allah.<br /><br />Ya Allah, kau gantikanlah rindu dan kasih sayang ku kepada anak ku ini dengan rindu dan kasih sayang yang sepenuhnya kepada mu Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim.....Amin.Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-61680359225347836512009-06-09T15:30:00.005+08:002009-06-15T12:07:43.137+08:00BRUNEI TRIPRecently, both me and hubby spent a few days in Brunei and Miri. We left KL on Thursday and came back on Monday, June 1st. 2009. Initially we plan to established contact with those who are interested to be our business partners. However, dengan kebesaran Allah swt. kami dipertemukan dengan sebuah keluarga yang diuji Allah dengan kelahiran anak yang mempunyai masalah serupa dengan Hafiz, anakanda kami.<br /><br />Maha Besar dan Maha Agung, kebesaran Allah swt. Syukur ke hadratNya, blog yang saya mulakan untuk berkongsi pengalaman membesarkan Hafiz mendapat perhatian ramai. Terima kasih kepada yang mengikuti blog saya. Dari blog ini jugalah saya berkenalan dengan keluarga dari Brunei ini. Puan Zalinawati, anakanda Mohamad Adib. Widad dan Ahmad Qadry.<br /><br />Ahmad Qadry is born with similar defects as Hafiz. We share lots of things together, from the day they we born, their developments, their eating habits and many more. Alhamdulilah, sharing does wonders to our grieving hearts. I am sharing some photos of our trip there with the family of Ahmad Qadry.<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLn9dnXpydz7DIUbm4FHPp94QdsNmlHxzTxwrsyEhvjmB4soO_ysyAxYPvR2wENmmmIyAa_Lkfo_gK3UoWLrTWGR_U3XPM_qNy1Lee57VjNS4PPrEhiVh4hCU6KpmdRgkJlFtOm1Op72s/s1600-h/IMG_5631.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLn9dnXpydz7DIUbm4FHPp94QdsNmlHxzTxwrsyEhvjmB4soO_ysyAxYPvR2wENmmmIyAa_Lkfo_gK3UoWLrTWGR_U3XPM_qNy1Lee57VjNS4PPrEhiVh4hCU6KpmdRgkJlFtOm1Op72s/s400/IMG_5631.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5345227593978691666" border="0" /></a>This is me with Puan Zalina, Ahmad Qadry, Widad ( the cute girl) and Mohamad Adib (Qadry's elder brother)<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-olczyceuLS53OsK5Ocoex-edS8blLfqx2zFjLDk8WgTLb-BkEvF1E4KrQEafAiaZCOTzRFM1rh9tX9UutyAnntWtIqx9jOk0RHbEDIyWliNTtQWHMt3gex_rpHFm-635lre19h9Xs_w/s1600-h/IMG_5625.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-olczyceuLS53OsK5Ocoex-edS8blLfqx2zFjLDk8WgTLb-BkEvF1E4KrQEafAiaZCOTzRFM1rh9tX9UutyAnntWtIqx9jOk0RHbEDIyWliNTtQWHMt3gex_rpHFm-635lre19h9Xs_w/s400/IMG_5625.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5345227276006527186" border="0" /></a>Mum, Puan Zalina and Ahmad Qadry,<br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Syukur Alhamdulilah, I manage to share the wonderful product, transfer factor with them. Many will not agree with me or will not believe me at all. To them, we are just trying to sell them a product which they do not need. Trust me, we need food supplement whether we like it or not, and it does'nt matter what brand or product you take, as long as you consume on a daily basis. Niat ikhlas hanya untuk berkongsi pengalaman menggunakannya, dan setakat ini belum ada yang dapat menyainginya.<br /><br />To Zalina and family, kami doakan agar tabah menghadapi ujian Allah. Kita di beri kesempatan untuk membesarkan anak yang sangat istimewa. Jagalah dengan penuh keikhlasan dan kasih sayang. Doa kami agar Ahmad Qadry diberikan kesihatan yang baik dan sentiasa dalam lindungan Allah swt.. Take care and hope to see you soon.<br /></div></div></div>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-66350866775219508812009-06-09T14:38:00.002+08:002009-06-09T15:05:03.082+08:00HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY - Anis<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhiGVuEMJ2UQWPNEmsREjR-RjY7HG8SxG4PEd-iGn9rfhDo3WEcg6_DIektB_ToOAzgFnv8G0qhwRhnw9cwt8RJuHfJ8cnAnsmSB3-LKprI3Ak16jEmMHtiVntnqPto3YIrw-UbMIqumw/s1600-h/IMG_7079.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhiGVuEMJ2UQWPNEmsREjR-RjY7HG8SxG4PEd-iGn9rfhDo3WEcg6_DIektB_ToOAzgFnv8G0qhwRhnw9cwt8RJuHfJ8cnAnsmSB3-LKprI3Ak16jEmMHtiVntnqPto3YIrw-UbMIqumw/s400/IMG_7079.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5345216127109014162" border="0" /></a>Asalamaulaikum and salam sejahtera to all my friends. Today is a very special day for our family. 9th June 2009, Ayesha Hanis bt. M. Hafifi turned 17. Alhamdulilah, syukur ke hadrat Allah swt. ibu diberi umur yang panjang dan kesihatan yang baik untuk dapat bersama-sama menyaksikan anak ibu membesar dan mencapai usia 17 tahun.<br /><br />Anis, ibu doakan agar anakanda anis sentiasa diberkati Allah swt, dan mendapat hidayah serta rahmatNya agar menjadi anak solehah yang berjaya di dunia dan akhirat. Hari ini juga ibu, menghantar Anis untuk mengikuti ESQ Teens di Maju Junction. Ibu harap Anis dapat banyak pengajaran dan pengalaman yang manis dan bermakna di dalam hidup Anis. Selama 17 tahun Anis bersama dengan ibu dan insya Allah selepas peperiksaan SPM nanti, Anis akan memulakan hidup baru sebagai mahasiswa atau pelajar IPTS/IPTA. Ibu harap apa yang Anis pelajari selama dua hari ini akan dapat membentuk jati diri Anis yang berpegang teguh kepada prinsip 165, 1 Allah, 6 Rukun Iman dan 5 Rukun Islam. Insya Allah, kalau kita dekat kepada Allah, Allah akan lebih dekat dengan kita dan tujuan hidup kita adalah untuk mendapat kasih sayang dan cinta Allah. Ibu berdoa agar kita akan dapat bersama-sama berjumpa di Jannah Allah. Insya Allah, Hafizuddin sudah menunggu kita sekeluarga di sana. Cukupkanlah amal ibadat untuk dapat mencapai Syurga Allah yang kekal abadi.<br /><br />Untuk semua anak2 ibu, Aqilah, Syahira, Nadilah especially Anis. I love you all so much and will always love you. Take care and ingatlah kepada Allah swt, dan jadikan Rasullulah sebagai idola, Quran dan sunnah sebagai pedoman untuk hidup di dunia dan akhirat. Wasalam dan salam sayang dari ibu.Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-1494578430826987332009-04-20T20:48:00.005+08:002009-04-20T21:52:23.860+08:0021 April 2009 - Exactly 80 daysAssalamualaikum to my muslim sisters and brothers, and greetings to my non muslim friends. Thousand apologies for the long delay. I have been busy for the last one month. Well to be more exact, I have been trying to make myself busy, busy, busy. For one particular reason....Hafizuddin.<br /><br />A day before he left me, 30th January 2009, I was launching my NGO project, PAPA (Projek Anak Angkat Palestine) at De Palma in Ampang. It is part of my work as a fellow with Yayasan Wanita Islam (YATI). Alhamdulilah the project has been launced successfully and is an on-going project. I have been busy promoting the project via the media and the latest was thru Radio IKIM last week. When I told Hafizuddin about the project he was very happy and thinking that I will be bringing the children over to our home. Unfortunately it is not possible to do so, anywhere I personally felt that they are happy fighthing for their rights in Palestine.<br /><br />End of March, I was fortunate enongh to attend a very special program ESQ - Emotional Spritual Equatient. I will write more about this program soon enough. Today is dedicated specially for Hafizuddin. 21st April 2009 - 80 days since Hafizuddin has left us.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrQj9z7RX33kehQsdKbItN6qwjdjV0PpGFIILsMLB8BwEHXuMm32cuZXDP7Js9Vud8vS0_qucC0U1LgroKtUFKCGJKuOrVl62dWzY7-yQSvQkzamS9vEC6vE_WqKJnDpCJPPzv137j7cI/s1600-h/barunakjln.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 352px; height: 288px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrQj9z7RX33kehQsdKbItN6qwjdjV0PpGFIILsMLB8BwEHXuMm32cuZXDP7Js9Vud8vS0_qucC0U1LgroKtUFKCGJKuOrVl62dWzY7-yQSvQkzamS9vEC6vE_WqKJnDpCJPPzv137j7cI/s400/barunakjln.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5326768528497273858" border="0" /></a>This is Hafiz at the age 17 months after his 2nd operation (2004). For the first time he was able to walk around. Alhamdulilah. syukur ke hadrat Illahi. Mama rindu sangat pada Hafizuddin.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlYW6RgN3IMKJKiogrwC2ZuLepqL1DbLH_NegvXauxNcL_HFnwK62O58YoTG6kFz2JrEzeD9MnfbQ9KyuvYzlupbviN3ZG4B2gFFYvh_yHnc1kGYyFEMeFwgWpvQD_Fb4wXNcXnAeC1Sw/s1600-h/100_0356.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 302px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlYW6RgN3IMKJKiogrwC2ZuLepqL1DbLH_NegvXauxNcL_HFnwK62O58YoTG6kFz2JrEzeD9MnfbQ9KyuvYzlupbviN3ZG4B2gFFYvh_yHnc1kGYyFEMeFwgWpvQD_Fb4wXNcXnAeC1Sw/s400/100_0356.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5326770190936422274" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEis3-v58Lo4Wnvbp87hG1GN_76p7Q5epNo0IbLGYG03QjBdKApf9s-dvfo-cMPyYrj-1H_bH6ybI-O1LjgA9egJIFT6AE53qWGStDflI152zg1m4-O51tQcxRevNmz9Iy01qvmlo6K2mjk/s1600-h/Fifiz.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEis3-v58Lo4Wnvbp87hG1GN_76p7Q5epNo0IbLGYG03QjBdKApf9s-dvfo-cMPyYrj-1H_bH6ybI-O1LjgA9egJIFT6AE53qWGStDflI152zg1m4-O51tQcxRevNmz9Iy01qvmlo6K2mjk/s400/Fifiz.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5326770756791893698" border="0" /></a>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-1149383367536268932009-03-20T19:19:00.011+08:002009-03-20T21:06:05.561+08:00HAFIZ'S GRADUATION DAYNovember 2007, I was away performing haj and I missed my eldest daughter's graduation day. She is now pursuing her degree and should be graduating sometime this year. May Allah bless me with good health and will be around to attend her graduation.<br /><br />Alhamdulilah, November 2008 was Hafizudddin's graduation day. Nothing but beautiful memories of him and his friends performing during the auspicious day. I never thought that it will be his one and only graduation ceremony. I will always cheerish those moments, and happy to share some of his photos. I love you Hafiz.<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhb64RuER-wxcvMnKX9i7C7s_f-OSYl6Q6UYk1yV3N-vid5SeIrH3ss6en4zY6CLgLEs3iLmfhb90GNkJ8I8qnIqPOtUeCLclcXDEq4Yr8hDy1h73hmAnqW1oLKz_mnVUuOS66Pt6_0dcc/s1600-h/IMG_3297.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhb64RuER-wxcvMnKX9i7C7s_f-OSYl6Q6UYk1yV3N-vid5SeIrH3ss6en4zY6CLgLEs3iLmfhb90GNkJ8I8qnIqPOtUeCLclcXDEq4Yr8hDy1h73hmAnqW1oLKz_mnVUuOS66Pt6_0dcc/s400/IMG_3297.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315236642914662258" border="0" /></a>After the ceremony, before they part to start their formal schooling as Year 1 student in 2009, Hafiz with Zamil (yellow baju melayu) and Mamal, his two best friend. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhX_LvHEz139sHwEDMF5at6f2uqjzglLYj1xvL-0nP1DPxnUWoRrVeFPfkQek9_CQar_7DePvgGYvLywS1cFcP0VlYpY64MIlvPAojwM-goJuCk3GShG1elizWaRVjjr5NipJBUcwDtbrs/s1600-h/IMG_3290.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhX_LvHEz139sHwEDMF5at6f2uqjzglLYj1xvL-0nP1DPxnUWoRrVeFPfkQek9_CQar_7DePvgGYvLywS1cFcP0VlYpY64MIlvPAojwM-goJuCk3GShG1elizWaRVjjr5NipJBUcwDtbrs/s400/IMG_3290.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315236630505676674" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhaHbvtX3KwszOuZ4UE2wPlOLs0hIUxZepoUaH-EZ4f_dJ6e6Tf7_GokIZ4noHpg2XaGpW4Q2Q2OJB1TrIu_3xU_iAR9vbb5aHtonvAxdBk7x6l6f0nJgvLg82Szj_LD6qxc1RMKQaYEVk/s1600-h/IMG_3271.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhaHbvtX3KwszOuZ4UE2wPlOLs0hIUxZepoUaH-EZ4f_dJ6e6Tf7_GokIZ4noHpg2XaGpW4Q2Q2OJB1TrIu_3xU_iAR9vbb5aHtonvAxdBk7x6l6f0nJgvLg82Szj_LD6qxc1RMKQaYEVk/s400/IMG_3271.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315236626331827858" border="0" /></a>They proud father and mother. Our son after the graduation ceremony.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQLAuqTgUX3OnwdpKatqFDiOOAAzA8BvgTRJ_fVSRnoLXbRTNJwG-ZqsOilf51v7QvDmTPJrPvHAfrIm29CglgtHFQczT_84IQ-qDjYpzVqbRoqBTh6uXqZsURABwxw8Tcn6ncUS0679M/s1600-h/IMG_3249.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQLAuqTgUX3OnwdpKatqFDiOOAAzA8BvgTRJ_fVSRnoLXbRTNJwG-ZqsOilf51v7QvDmTPJrPvHAfrIm29CglgtHFQczT_84IQ-qDjYpzVqbRoqBTh6uXqZsURABwxw8Tcn6ncUS0679M/s400/IMG_3249.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315236616493418514" border="0" /></a>Teacher Ida has been teaching Hafiz for 3 years. He started school at Al-Ikhlas Cambridge, Section 3, Shah Alam at the age of 4. She has left the school but came for the graduation day. Thank you very much Ida, for the attention and love you have given to Hafiz. I am glad you manage to meet up with him during your visit to our house. Shukran Jazilan.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWbdMvBeBhcTAy2HK-v_iGQ8qyP3fVXL5g-V1d7Mej0W-ZkTAiRU2Zsv4KKrNZ9pg55TcIOUKgS5aOjio-U3Szq2z2PgCZLB_StSk8wnA1_bbJbok6ocJhR8NFKOkQ501kfsHgc-kpH2s/s1600-h/IMG_3235.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWbdMvBeBhcTAy2HK-v_iGQ8qyP3fVXL5g-V1d7Mej0W-ZkTAiRU2Zsv4KKrNZ9pg55TcIOUKgS5aOjio-U3Szq2z2PgCZLB_StSk8wnA1_bbJbok6ocJhR8NFKOkQ501kfsHgc-kpH2s/s400/IMG_3235.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315236602016193442" border="0" /></a>It must be tiring for him, Hafizuddin taking a break back stage.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXEv6rAfqCSiSmkKM-aH9LV_U39ql92pJvcDRo6CbndFfKqIIhdZO4XxNK-SQtEqIjffn3PrENU_XbZLIuOqwKRETxwnT1Xiib8v6eN4uVfwC34T65pDfIKY0IAsCaNHKYsc7mcMiu0Vs/s1600-h/IMG_3199.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXEv6rAfqCSiSmkKM-aH9LV_U39ql92pJvcDRo6CbndFfKqIIhdZO4XxNK-SQtEqIjffn3PrENU_XbZLIuOqwKRETxwnT1Xiib8v6eN4uVfwC34T65pDfIKY0IAsCaNHKYsc7mcMiu0Vs/s400/IMG_3199.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315234027517029314" border="0" /></a>A proud graduate......Hafizuddin completed his pre-school education.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6U0701_k3_j0bOD1FVUdi7Pk4atqEyZTRDh7_px3VhT37Z2q4ya-Byrp6xUcuZjD-YkF4VjhBTNsd9w1KKFJ7HCUrZGFyaKx_knC6cIiWaKcoCioDBPcwg3R-diIMEgqZEJswNnqWx7o/s1600-h/IMG_3197.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6U0701_k3_j0bOD1FVUdi7Pk4atqEyZTRDh7_px3VhT37Z2q4ya-Byrp6xUcuZjD-YkF4VjhBTNsd9w1KKFJ7HCUrZGFyaKx_knC6cIiWaKcoCioDBPcwg3R-diIMEgqZEJswNnqWx7o/s400/IMG_3197.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315233453191065218" border="0" /></a>Ain't he cute...making sure his photo is taken ...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwQyvCwMYsR5uyzKey4mzum9ux6bmDidyQX5I54s1MuXd8ghwDbOI530xqNqcX7RStD3NhcfKjjTsCJC2NthPrM5kI1EwWwUv6RlisH4UV_19GPycixFkYMxJFaCFxqU90niR6ysAukHQ/s1600-h/IMG_3186.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwQyvCwMYsR5uyzKey4mzum9ux6bmDidyQX5I54s1MuXd8ghwDbOI530xqNqcX7RStD3NhcfKjjTsCJC2NthPrM5kI1EwWwUv6RlisH4UV_19GPycixFkYMxJFaCFxqU90niR6ysAukHQ/s400/IMG_3186.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315232823098071122" border="0" /></a>The soon to be graduates...anxious waiting for their turn....<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLYocj79-vOBxXcGRK1IGZTmbxsAqSFRYNyde1AQqBfgSUr3qRQPyQNhO7yoJ-w73YDmHX-KjE8flK2adql-EmrUJtpIVLIc5gE4qhNye1m9zrNLIyUXFwiEvR_HJlB3W3ghEvwpt9ucs/s1600-h/IMG_3155.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLYocj79-vOBxXcGRK1IGZTmbxsAqSFRYNyde1AQqBfgSUr3qRQPyQNhO7yoJ-w73YDmHX-KjE8flK2adql-EmrUJtpIVLIc5gE4qhNye1m9zrNLIyUXFwiEvR_HJlB3W3ghEvwpt9ucs/s400/IMG_3155.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315231950888658610" border="0" /></a>Hafizuddin walking up the stage...the graduation walk..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1qfvDCLTGGxsYXNeeO-K2CxyxTRjcRaUYAz1Dy-d-4XJYEeGMpoEVDdbnQ4wfzQcRCWzpyZsOHrkS0Ml34dxCC72p6s00LE-4wpZ9FgI3zVLKze2a_12vfT14BcBJh_EXA3NncVNRfjc/s1600-h/IMG_3124.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1qfvDCLTGGxsYXNeeO-K2CxyxTRjcRaUYAz1Dy-d-4XJYEeGMpoEVDdbnQ4wfzQcRCWzpyZsOHrkS0Ml34dxCC72p6s00LE-4wpZ9FgI3zVLKze2a_12vfT14BcBJh_EXA3NncVNRfjc/s400/IMG_3124.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315230762275007218" border="0" /></a>Preparing for the big moment....making sure everything is perfect.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpt1DNsnz5XoPK4KivxX6Atxc2LONs4qfH3K68aRlsQKRVDLmIFnEfkjvaX9aRYohE-OgFimoUKMfQFY6bgSm0Jf4pt5oTLqInb1rWuj9gOZRDtT4cS4XOyEbHOGD9Ee5seilMAJLDBEc/s1600-h/IMG_3035.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpt1DNsnz5XoPK4KivxX6Atxc2LONs4qfH3K68aRlsQKRVDLmIFnEfkjvaX9aRYohE-OgFimoUKMfQFY6bgSm0Jf4pt5oTLqInb1rWuj9gOZRDtT4cS4XOyEbHOGD9Ee5seilMAJLDBEc/s400/IMG_3035.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315230092946650386" border="0" /></a>It was a pleasant surprise. Hafizuddin performing a zapin dance with his class mates, to a song by Datuk Siti Norhaliza, Nirmala. I could not describe my feelings at that time, happy and proud of him. Despite his ailment, he still practice daily and perform perfectly during the ceremony.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFXiK3eVz_vTjdQI9L3ICfiYSoSjAWcckiT6zsxmufE4qSrQNV0qPAQbjYyPsctvd88Y5MX7WrR_Uj-XN-ho6LPOOiEJA9rn484vJIMWKaBUmtlbXG3r3bQZoizj0wRsDtw2oIPmsORJc/s1600-h/IMG_2924.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFXiK3eVz_vTjdQI9L3ICfiYSoSjAWcckiT6zsxmufE4qSrQNV0qPAQbjYyPsctvd88Y5MX7WrR_Uj-XN-ho6LPOOiEJA9rn484vJIMWKaBUmtlbXG3r3bQZoizj0wRsDtw2oIPmsORJc/s400/IMG_2924.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315229327177322418" border="0" /></a>Let me share with you the preparation for this performance. He came back one day from school requesting for a black pants, black shoe and plain white shirt. Plain....as in plain, (tak nak sepenyot gambar pun)...that was his exact words. Sepenyot means not even a dot of design on the white shirt. Same goes for the shoe and pants. We actually went to various shopping complexes hunting for the outfit...to fulfill his requirement of PLAIN WHITE SHIRT and on the actual day, he was wearing a vest....<br /><br />Beautiful young children, naive and sincere. What their teachers told them, they will follow exactly as instructed. I have had fantastic time with Hafizuddin during his pre school years. Never missed any of his performance, except when I was performing Haj in 2007. He loves going to school and enjoys playing and studying with his friends, Mamal, Zamil, Aiman, Naim, Qasim, Rania, Sophia and the rest of his class mates. To Teacher Ida,Teacher Yusra and all the teachers...thank you very much.Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-59117213054078601272009-03-06T17:21:00.018+08:002009-03-07T09:55:15.919+08:00KENANGAN BERSAMA MU...HAFIZUDDIN<span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Alhamdulilah, hari ini mama ada kekuatan untuk terus bercerita tentang anak mama. Hafizuddin, hari ini mama ambil kesempatan untuk berkongsi pengalaman menunaikain umrah bersama Hafiz di tahun 2007. Kebetulan dalam Mingguan Wanita bil. 1320 untuk minggu 6-12 Mac ada cerita tentang Hafiz. Bahagia sungguh mama, dapat bersama-sama dengan Mak Long, Achik, Wan, Pak Anjang, Baba dan Hafiz menunaikan ibadah umrah. Gambar-gambar kenangan untuk dikongsi bersama;</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8M1CUktgBdWyNdO2-9TRIfKwA01kEB0lwcRkCY5kO2JZD0V_N_x7KMr3dFx6Ay3fCC5mkafu0UR0PjruJHb6BwogzVpeVxHN0zciDtEPKnpuc32VibgieAGCV5mboXlHoEn6p9C9Ga4I/s1600-h/IMG_0379.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310011948728605570" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8M1CUktgBdWyNdO2-9TRIfKwA01kEB0lwcRkCY5kO2JZD0V_N_x7KMr3dFx6Ay3fCC5mkafu0UR0PjruJHb6BwogzVpeVxHN0zciDtEPKnpuc32VibgieAGCV5mboXlHoEn6p9C9Ga4I/s400/IMG_0379.JPG" border="0" /></a> Alhamdulilah, kita selamat tiba di KLIA, dalam train untuk ke terminal. Hafiz tak sabar sangat nak jumpa kakak-kakak dan bibik. Masa ini mama pulak yang sakit mata....dari dalam plane lagi, Hafiz dah pesan mama untuk pergi jumpa doktor. Hafiz kata mama macam pirate, sebab sebelah mata mama kena tutup dengan kapas.<br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBfZU_TTWyj1pbsZK9SpvWiyrHxgO6LYWhk13BDGNHXgWOp5IYHEY2FQm-RyP6dF2Vtu8YJ32OtLtizj7ENFazQ8tLrSCP5fg4jRAX2xyxwjpQXAx4vPBWT9bhz-FdaonijlQKRKU9g9Y/s1600-h/IMG_0367.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310011589897996450" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBfZU_TTWyj1pbsZK9SpvWiyrHxgO6LYWhk13BDGNHXgWOp5IYHEY2FQm-RyP6dF2Vtu8YJ32OtLtizj7ENFazQ8tLrSCP5fg4jRAX2xyxwjpQXAx4vPBWT9bhz-FdaonijlQKRKU9g9Y/s400/IMG_0367.JPG" border="0" /></a> Hafizuddin sedang tengok-tengok mainan yang hendak dibeli, ketika di Airport Dubai. Maafkan mama sayang, mama tidak dapat nak belikan apa2 untuk Hafiz masa itu.... Janji mama, nanti sampai di KL kita cari yang Hafiz suka.<br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3j2aqEUgix8uR4hRBRBix6-DyWtRoTnd-smcqA1hSV7zjoQEGlG4G-oXikzJs96EaEOQNDaPb4f7h-Hf8fSGqwEuqtRWFElafAyfP4tPMHtBAQPlZBF2tY4MrKDjQHTAVAGsQpHLeBqc/s1600-h/IMG_0323.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310011083750890722" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3j2aqEUgix8uR4hRBRBix6-DyWtRoTnd-smcqA1hSV7zjoQEGlG4G-oXikzJs96EaEOQNDaPb4f7h-Hf8fSGqwEuqtRWFElafAyfP4tPMHtBAQPlZBF2tY4MrKDjQHTAVAGsQpHLeBqc/s400/IMG_0323.JPG" border="0" /></a> Hafizuddin di Masjidil Haram, kalau tak silap mama, kita baru selesai solat Asar. Mama ingat lagi, masa Hafiz naik belakang mama, ketika mama tengah sujud. Panjanglah doa mama ketika sujud...bagi kesempatan untuk Hafiz turun dari belakang mama dulu. Selalunya Hafiz akan ikut mama masuk ke masjid, maklumlah baba kan baru sembuh dari sakit, bimbang dia tak dapat nak tengok Hafiz.<br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjx4p3oa4ez1aJVIjxcDJqVZKwt87mWc-JQd5i7LrtY15JNDLQAtnWpSRGpqhfqudPeCamCHU49pJa6AKvpi5hrgaGZvYmX48f0PZjhzUWEHbDgKYRPJBTNAdx9ZR7MU8XXPfDv5dTatvw/s1600-h/IMG_0311.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310010527180851026" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjx4p3oa4ez1aJVIjxcDJqVZKwt87mWc-JQd5i7LrtY15JNDLQAtnWpSRGpqhfqudPeCamCHU49pJa6AKvpi5hrgaGZvYmX48f0PZjhzUWEHbDgKYRPJBTNAdx9ZR7MU8XXPfDv5dTatvw/s400/IMG_0311.JPG" border="0" /></a>Terima kasih, Ustadz Badrulamin. Dialah yang menjunjung Hafiz naik dan turun semasa perjalanan kita ketika ke Gua Hira. Sebenarnya Ustadz bertindak sebagai mutawif rombongan kami. Di kesempatan ini saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih yang tidak terhingga kami sekeluarga kepada Ustadz yang telah mengimamkan solat jenazah dan menyempurnakan pengebumian anakanda kami. Hanya Allah yang dapat membalasnya.<br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjfaWfPiz9x7_BZQx4MjAMButJ2y76C1kKHJY8TSlAfiAdoNXgi_unLyPEfCHj6Ysh0ACr4pTr7SdfepANQjLfjYM7kFMeOEnwYy7hyphenhyphenspzwuQhW-BJ_r6WX2YUEod5wPllkWM-o32rned0/s1600-h/IMG_0207.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310009765722914722" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjfaWfPiz9x7_BZQx4MjAMButJ2y76C1kKHJY8TSlAfiAdoNXgi_unLyPEfCHj6Ysh0ACr4pTr7SdfepANQjLfjYM7kFMeOEnwYy7hyphenhyphenspzwuQhW-BJ_r6WX2YUEod5wPllkWM-o32rned0/s400/IMG_0207.JPG" border="0" /></a> Mama ingat sangat gambar ini. Kita sekeluarga baru selesai mengerjakan saie. Bila Hafiz nampak baba botakkan kepala, Hafiz pun nak juga, Tetapi Pak Arab ni tak berani nak cukur habis sebab Hafiz kecil lalgi...tapi Hafiz handsome juga kan sayang....<br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj145UbdemmfEPxLliOMOugBoSugaRR8CCRLD8_RKK_6SlLLg9G_hQDkIxK9jJ-CKg0GFOOcbN19lDxU26-vNqdkkT95rEtily5HwXSi4f063Mtf-0wiRpJbVjpnLBxsl_7d3JIU8bwkTQ/s1600-h/IMG_0182.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310009452049162658" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj145UbdemmfEPxLliOMOugBoSugaRR8CCRLD8_RKK_6SlLLg9G_hQDkIxK9jJ-CKg0GFOOcbN19lDxU26-vNqdkkT95rEtily5HwXSi4f063Mtf-0wiRpJbVjpnLBxsl_7d3JIU8bwkTQ/s400/IMG_0182.JPG" border="0" /></a> Ini pula kita dalam perjalanan pulang ke Mekah selepas kita keluar dari Tanah Haram untuk melawat tempat-tempat bersejarah dan berniat mengerjakan umrah. Hafiz pun nak juga pakai kain ihram, macam orang lain....<br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhY1f7ysTdtCC26e7ayVWGFa8RNuhYhq2CMrQvHs-OEcoZPKSskpyiVmxG9pix3PVNt8eaxbIsMh5n-IilzUukMzK51X37i-CG7UQuMvPLXnKomM7e74lnRysuPvFp1rBgiw_RMsqtmKjM/s1600-h/IMG_0164.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310008932941626466" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhY1f7ysTdtCC26e7ayVWGFa8RNuhYhq2CMrQvHs-OEcoZPKSskpyiVmxG9pix3PVNt8eaxbIsMh5n-IilzUukMzK51X37i-CG7UQuMvPLXnKomM7e74lnRysuPvFp1rBgiw_RMsqtmKjM/s400/IMG_0164.JPG" border="0" /></a> Syukur, Alhamdulilah. Kau kurniakan daku dengan seorang anak lelaki yang sangat comel dan baik budi pekertinya. Sepanjang menjaganya, tidak pernah sekalipun dia menyusahkan kami. Malah ketika mengerjakan umrah, Hafiz tidak meragam langsung. Kemana saja kami pergi dia ikut dengan riang. Hafiz juga murah rezekinya. Mama ingat setiap kali Hafiz tengok-tengok barang jualan di Mekah dan Madinah, insya Allah, apa yang Hafiz hendak akan diberikan secara percuma. <div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhts5sC3udwZtoFx3k1OKz6pGTvV3A1PnJLIgfXVDW5gP4a98xM8tZkJa7SGxJwjtIHhyphenhyphenroZMNxW_qt3Db0Hje5FT8eIfgD1URvC6qTPFDDHIyzzJ6uRMDAwF5VxEC2yzZJ8cubV-imkZE/s1600-h/IMG_0187.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310008418432221506" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhts5sC3udwZtoFx3k1OKz6pGTvV3A1PnJLIgfXVDW5gP4a98xM8tZkJa7SGxJwjtIHhyphenhyphenroZMNxW_qt3Db0Hje5FT8eIfgD1URvC6qTPFDDHIyzzJ6uRMDAwF5VxEC2yzZJ8cubV-imkZE/s400/IMG_0187.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHxB28QMZkYQ4mZjits1hyphenhyphen9KrE6gjSj5BUN9boHuQlUBGaGznGBA7Z0Hp_Dk67Wed2Ghg96LazI0R5k-H2rZsrvn2m07KDciMYkx4olohyQArUChW1CH_kg4pQc4UMOE6SNKZZn5GtoHs/s1600-h/IMG_0265.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310008020436587058" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHxB28QMZkYQ4mZjits1hyphenhyphen9KrE6gjSj5BUN9boHuQlUBGaGznGBA7Z0Hp_Dk67Wed2Ghg96LazI0R5k-H2rZsrvn2m07KDciMYkx4olohyQArUChW1CH_kg4pQc4UMOE6SNKZZn5GtoHs/s400/IMG_0265.JPG" border="0" /></a> Inilah gambar yang paling mama sayang. Kita baru balik dari melawat Jabal Rahmah, dimana Hafiz dihadiahkan unta mainan tersebut oleh Ustadz Bardulamin. Seronok sangat Hafiz bersiap-siap untuk ikut mama dan baba mengerjakan ibadah umrah di Masjidil Haram.<br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6iq7ybpV0CWcBu4QxLNdJ11qOvv-BrblJrU_f8_ewqDM5LTcenejVNCwAeDFb4cf7MrfJSD_yhLWmuw0khXE376gpPe4-bg7fjUvUiradBppjPEa0VWwYPuH5LzOF2W57LCzHs0Ssf1A/s1600-h/IMG_0156.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310007660954746770" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6iq7ybpV0CWcBu4QxLNdJ11qOvv-BrblJrU_f8_ewqDM5LTcenejVNCwAeDFb4cf7MrfJSD_yhLWmuw0khXE376gpPe4-bg7fjUvUiradBppjPEa0VWwYPuH5LzOF2W57LCzHs0Ssf1A/s400/IMG_0156.JPG" border="0" /></a>Di Madinah kita melawat kebun dan pasar kurma. Hafiz sibuk ingatkan mama untuk belikan cokelat dan kurma untuk kakak2 dan kawan2 Hafiz.<br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNoYFjKlNzESU5OKskvGJuSIK4xvHLwOqO1EjSs2msULO-HRhUn0NUNTJxQMvn_3KtELZNbcKxZVZKwi-h6jk6us4A15R8iOHFLNjNOb2HFkOwPuEHw7Pc6hfxwUqUaisPTiCNdM5jRRI/s1600-h/IMG_0149.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310007229843342866" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNoYFjKlNzESU5OKskvGJuSIK4xvHLwOqO1EjSs2msULO-HRhUn0NUNTJxQMvn_3KtELZNbcKxZVZKwi-h6jk6us4A15R8iOHFLNjNOb2HFkOwPuEHw7Pc6hfxwUqUaisPTiCNdM5jRRI/s400/IMG_0149.JPG" border="0" /></a>Hafizuddin di dalam Masjid Nabawi. Syukur ke hadrat Illahi, Hafizuddin dapat masuk ke kawasan Makam Rasullulah, ketika mengikut baba. Kalau dengan mama, mungkin susah sikit, sebab waktu untuk wanita sangat terhad dan berpusu-pusu ramainya ....<br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiNhiAMfK7oCZaZ0lC2cs5TlRfwlfm2YJogIonE2MWqrhfgFhGYz_AaSINw1ZEal9qXx61liI-2V3sBdRASELcnbmQQjF33MKqJh1C559_Rk1x_nCc3J0ykbQ2naUIYzm5PEvEZeIoVbWE/s1600-h/IMG_0144.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310006879257064370" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiNhiAMfK7oCZaZ0lC2cs5TlRfwlfm2YJogIonE2MWqrhfgFhGYz_AaSINw1ZEal9qXx61liI-2V3sBdRASELcnbmQQjF33MKqJh1C559_Rk1x_nCc3J0ykbQ2naUIYzm5PEvEZeIoVbWE/s400/IMG_0144.JPG" border="0" /></a> Gambar dua lelaki penting dalam hidup mama. Hafiz dan baba di depan Masjid Nabawi.<br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNNiH-lw6mc_8m5ut4eAHix2pjUhEUvg09qvf8NjRCom8-Uw6RqL9UzMbpxdUzztN-qRFG2lUXFAOe1U75cBpt6utEU6jWsKYZWuEwbewFi7tckbutMf2yRsNw33odxBMsIaAcvSqz4As/s1600-h/IMG_0141.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310006494486683090" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNNiH-lw6mc_8m5ut4eAHix2pjUhEUvg09qvf8NjRCom8-Uw6RqL9UzMbpxdUzztN-qRFG2lUXFAOe1U75cBpt6utEU6jWsKYZWuEwbewFi7tckbutMf2yRsNw33odxBMsIaAcvSqz4As/s400/IMG_0141.JPG" border="0" /></a> </div>Sayang mama pada Hafiz tak pernah hilang, biarpun Hafiz tidak lagi bersama mama dan family. Mama tahu Hafiz tentu bahagia di sana..Amin.<br /><div><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwKyLj4fa3NSHurTm-PmGFp4_Ed6vP-i3-Ba1YXHob0s8Ev4uR3jjNLuQ_Rh71QsTWyTtCblz0EBjUUC2RBeRujnO54k6VRA_fvKSTyjH50oNbLCxIHxivuXGlUvJOHlANu44exYDeyJ0/s1600-h/IMG_0137.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310004539545810194" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwKyLj4fa3NSHurTm-PmGFp4_Ed6vP-i3-Ba1YXHob0s8Ev4uR3jjNLuQ_Rh71QsTWyTtCblz0EBjUUC2RBeRujnO54k6VRA_fvKSTyjH50oNbLCxIHxivuXGlUvJOHlANu44exYDeyJ0/s400/IMG_0137.JPG" border="0" /></a> Mama melayan Hafiz di dalam kapal terbang. Rindunya mama....tak dapat nak peluk Hafiz lagi. Mama sabar menanti sehingga kita dipertemukan lagi...di alam yang kekal abadi.....<br /><br /><div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310003669578964994" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFAnrTJLFRZm3QUbHF4B56l1rfTB2rREdLMLI0o6_PVdTf-34jqiVlw3vesln6nPUuJwQUv8IlwKA7JQUoTBagN-T1Jxg51I3WSbVM3m3Y8_3NBJGfXZ0pCvLtxTp2IwuLUOFZlApT4Ak/s400/IMG_0126.JPG" border="0" /></div><div>Anak mama yang seorang ini makan memang boleh tahan. Berselera Hafiz makan.</div><div></div><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSwdxgRAqqF-koI2cdxBloJuOep4ImoBrFjIFYiVo0FM-LMoFtfL5qSLLpO3a0GVbNSUNWKBuNd0UkS2ATg96fpR9YdHNba0mahw05ICiNHBpLwRIiFzfY8kjC0IHHpOIg_PmRmwVVC8A/s1600-h/IMG_0123.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310003130997298290" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSwdxgRAqqF-koI2cdxBloJuOep4ImoBrFjIFYiVo0FM-LMoFtfL5qSLLpO3a0GVbNSUNWKBuNd0UkS2ATg96fpR9YdHNba0mahw05ICiNHBpLwRIiFzfY8kjC0IHHpOIg_PmRmwVVC8A/s400/IMG_0123.JPG" border="0" /></a> Sebelum bertolak, di KLIA. Mama janji pada anak-anak mama yang lain, Ayesha Aqilah, Ayesha Syahira, Ayesha Hanis dan Ayesha Nadilah....mama akan bawa anak-anak semua menunaikan umrah, itu pesan Hafiz pada mama, supaya kakak-kakaknya dapat kesempatan melalui nikmat yang pernah dilaluinya... </div><div> </div><div>Begitulah Hafizuddin, sentiasa ingat pada orang lain. Kalau berjalan atau makan, ada saja nama yang disebut2, beli ini untuk kakak ini, kakak tu, kawan yang ini, jiran yang itu, nenek, atuk, acik, arif, awin dan ramai lagi. Kalau boleh semua orang dia nak belikan sesuatu. <br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-87502059563404958942009-02-28T12:20:00.004+08:002009-02-28T12:38:37.038+08:00Remembering Hafizuddin<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhdm4BmcXQsCI6i4ooxt0OjTW_la4SO9YEo8iDmkKqjcfum4e5GHvdp-7NKsGTrLa54T1mXKqagY2OCF7Njyre-_mXQ-FFl2GkDe0am8DuMbxmKwaSVclTityZ_qQmoAZk76WZNBdas-eE/s1600-h/SS24010718.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307702772238560210" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 261px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhdm4BmcXQsCI6i4ooxt0OjTW_la4SO9YEo8iDmkKqjcfum4e5GHvdp-7NKsGTrLa54T1mXKqagY2OCF7Njyre-_mXQ-FFl2GkDe0am8DuMbxmKwaSVclTityZ_qQmoAZk76WZNBdas-eE/s400/SS24010718.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgq41bAK4j9QRWIsXrjY4gm4AJemD5dedZWoO_JeeBcO_WHdXxLOtk8Lu1OemdExF3mG4T5uw2BN05td7VH_uAafkD1k_1guWyQGgmAg0QqJLbxrvQJg1sE9IXlsZI6ngh71clmvZ9JdFU/s1600-h/SS24010715.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307700429622447778" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 261px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgq41bAK4j9QRWIsXrjY4gm4AJemD5dedZWoO_JeeBcO_WHdXxLOtk8Lu1OemdExF3mG4T5uw2BN05td7VH_uAafkD1k_1guWyQGgmAg0QqJLbxrvQJg1sE9IXlsZI6ngh71clmvZ9JdFU/s400/SS24010715.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFNGWfYwUrgHywk-ahJaAqkRWPT4I4nRziGYSqQ8kfcCinmbXicQjcwMxI80VduizeRFwlPz5YezF03icsAWwzX1ZF51IbIaWbCtNUGaOouBcVNOIxKAi6gaPTUDoeFSgsJUnUwldfTMY/s1600-h/SS24010708.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307699463655693266" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 261px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFNGWfYwUrgHywk-ahJaAqkRWPT4I4nRziGYSqQ8kfcCinmbXicQjcwMxI80VduizeRFwlPz5YezF03icsAWwzX1ZF51IbIaWbCtNUGaOouBcVNOIxKAi6gaPTUDoeFSgsJUnUwldfTMY/s400/SS24010708.JPG" border="0" /></a> </div><br /><div></div><div></div><div>It is exactly 1 month since you left us. We love you then, we love you now and we will always love you Hafizuddin. Mama has a collection of your photo with your big brother, Haziq. I am putting it up today, knowing how much you adore him.<br /></div>WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU.....<br /><div></div></div>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-34806685352910436842009-02-27T16:06:00.003+08:002009-02-27T16:45:21.315+08:00<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiylhaNsMnIKAhXVy8XrBuerrwrKaH24_DByNklt1kKlUasf5PStYRzybRNG3zatTMefBP3jTL-jXPu6d3NJFb7AG6tfYRPUF36Xn14ZR-f4pZwg3DJaEph6dhFQJxIWIqXe9i7FofJM94/s1600-h/dsc_5622.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307390390886621266" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 199px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiylhaNsMnIKAhXVy8XrBuerrwrKaH24_DByNklt1kKlUasf5PStYRzybRNG3zatTMefBP3jTL-jXPu6d3NJFb7AG6tfYRPUF36Xn14ZR-f4pZwg3DJaEph6dhFQJxIWIqXe9i7FofJM94/s400/dsc_5622.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Asalamualaikum Hafiz. Hari ini mama pergi melawat kuburan Hafiz. Sayang, ingatkan kawan mama, aunty Fajar, semalam abang ipar dia meninggal, dan hari ini dikebumikan di Tanah Perkuburan yang sama. Mama singgah di kuburan Hafiz, sebelum mama berjumpa dengan mereka tadi. Rindu betul mama dengan Hafiz, sekarang pun air mata mama.....tak henti2 mengalir. Ya Allah, kuatkan lah hati ku, tetapkan lah iman ku dalam menempuhi dugaan Mu ini.</div><br /><div></div><div>Maafkan mama sayang, bukan mama tak redha dengan pemergian Hafiz, bukan mama tak redha dengan ketentuan Illahi. Tapi yang pasti, kerinduan mama pada Hafiz semakin menebal...</div><br /><div>Ampunkan dosa-dosa ku Ya Allah, terima lah taubat ku Ya Rahim, aku redha dengan ketentuan Mu Illahi, aku pasrah dengan qada dan qadar Mu. Aku bersyukur pada Mu, Ya Rahman, selama 6 tahun, 6 bulan dan 7 hari, aku dapat bersama anak ku, aku puas dapat memenuhi tuntutan Mu menyusukannya, aku bangga dapat menjalankan kewajipan ku sebagai ibu, ketika dia memerlukan aku, ketika dia sakit, ketika dia letih dan aku gembira dapat melepaskan Hafiz pulang kepada mu Ya Rabb,,,,,,Kau terimalah Hafiz dan tempatkan lah dia di Jannah Mu. Amin.</div><br /><div></div>Hari-hari yang mama lalui tanpa Hafiz, memang sangat memilukan. Belum puas rasanya mama bersama Fifiz, banyak lagi yang mama ingin lakukan bersama-sama Hafiz. Walaupun sebulan sebelum Fifiz pergi, mama cuba untuk penuhi segala keinginan mu sayang. <br /><br />Can you remember sayang, how we rush to Toy R us to buy toys, especially your favourite...Ben 10, Power Rangers and Transformers. I am still keeping all your toys sayang, too difficult for me to put it away...sometimes I still see you playing with your toys....<br /><br />I can still remember, one of your favourite remarks to me...'Mama, ibu yang terhebat di dunia, Hafiz sayang mama infinity...." I swear to Allah, I sometimes hear your voice saying it slowly to me....Hafiz....I MISS YOU FIZ, I MISS YOU FIZ,......I REALLY MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.<br /><br />Hafiz dear, if I have failed as a mother, if there is a moment in your life that I have failed to make you happy, if I have not been able to fulfill your wish, please forgive me...I might have overlooked certain things, but as a mother I have tried my very best to make the most of our time together. I LOVE YOU DEARLY...as much as I love the rest of the family.<br /><br />Bye sayang...sehingga kita dipertemukan ...akhirnya.Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-29354465743491075772009-02-24T11:50:00.004+08:002009-02-24T20:10:30.714+08:00Hafiz dalam kenangan<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRDLjFEDVsVze_agRR81P5qk51FowHM3AAv9MUaO5YBAry2Cht8ouiPNvIRNcQ41llR87nOiQppiwXa_yqYodTtOlHdkaCX1V1_Z1Dd578blSc60j05Ml01edyzkmZarEkaLNeQm8oB5o/s1600-h/hafiz+raya.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5306333751006228274" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 314px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRDLjFEDVsVze_agRR81P5qk51FowHM3AAv9MUaO5YBAry2Cht8ouiPNvIRNcQ41llR87nOiQppiwXa_yqYodTtOlHdkaCX1V1_Z1Dd578blSc60j05Ml01edyzkmZarEkaLNeQm8oB5o/s400/hafiz+raya.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Syukur Alhamdulilah, finally I am able to continue my blog. Not so much of being busy but more on emotionally unstable. It is already 24 days since Hafizuddin was put to rest, but I am still missing him and the feeling is eating me up day by day. It is very difficult the explain the feeling, I guess only those who has gone through it will be able to understand....<br /></div><div>Anyway, I would like to continue the list of friends who were there with us from the start.....Fezah, Norly, Along and Taro from my ITM days, En. Rosebi, Kak Ani, Haziq, Anil and fiancee. Aunty Noy and Uncle Dol sekeluarga, Aunty Bardot, Aunty Ani, Mak Gayah and Chah, Aunty Nab fm Keramat, Hanan and family (Hafiz and Mamal attended pre school together), Najwa and Sahlan, Azali and parents who came all the way from Ipoh, Teacher Ida (Hafiz's teacher during pre school) all the way from Kuantan. Teacher Yusra and friends from Al-Ikhlas Cambridge. Puan Noraizah and husband.<br /></div><div>Neighbours, Ros sekeluarga, Sarina sekeluarga, Razif sekeluarga, Norazah sekeluarga, Kak Kiah and Abang Mat sekeluarga, Kak Zu, Soraya and Suffian, Kak Sabariah sekeluarga, Kak Shimah sekeluarga and Ishak and family next door. Kak Jem, Normah, Pak Ya, Ana dan En. Zaini and everybody from Seksyen 19, Shah Alam.</div><br /><br /><div></div>To friends of my daughters, Aqilah's friends from UiTM, Syahirah's friends, Mariam and the others from Shah Alam and PJ, Anis's friends...thank you.<br /><br /><div>To those who I have missed, please forgive me.... I am still not myself...some faces came to mind but I could not remember their names, some came to see me personally, some do not and I knew they are those who are still trying to gain the courage to call and talk to me. All of you have been wonderful and no words could express my gratititude....Semuga Allah membalas segala jasa baik dan doa kalian dengan limpahan rahmat dariNYA.</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-25186859577702784972009-02-20T19:03:00.002+08:002009-02-20T19:19:40.311+08:00PERMATA -PERMATA HATI MAMA<div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhs02o8bZytCIgehddTVPPIuwQKyHCrr3Zt6lGhzLx8COi-DWBWdSKWYidxOWq5YkKdAvjmZejadOAiwkkg5Zt2AUhbn78mENbcS5wgc-JgCcQwq3h3oEb6nGjaRyrUI-f4lJef9Zi7lvE/s1600-h/anak2.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304833859922263106" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 267px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhs02o8bZytCIgehddTVPPIuwQKyHCrr3Zt6lGhzLx8COi-DWBWdSKWYidxOWq5YkKdAvjmZejadOAiwkkg5Zt2AUhbn78mENbcS5wgc-JgCcQwq3h3oEb6nGjaRyrUI-f4lJef9Zi7lvE/s400/anak2.jpg" border="0" /></a> Anak2 di Hari Raya 2008</div><br /><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Asalamuaikum Hafizuddin. Semuga Fifiz mama bahagia di sana. Hari ini mama bawa baba pergi check up kat IJN. Mama nampak ramai anak2 kecil yang sakit macam Hafiz. Teringat mama pada Hafiz dan hari-hari yang kita di Gleneagles untuk rawatan Fifiz. Alhamdulilah, mama bersyukur kepada Allah, kita diberikan rezeki dan kemudahan untuk mendapatkan rawatan dalam keadaan selesa, selama ini. Hafiz pun seronok kalau mama cakap kita akan berjumpa dengan Dr. Lim kan. Setiap kali ke sana, mama akan hadiahkan mainan untuk Hafiz kan sayang. Bahagia mama bila nampak Hafiz seronok dan ceria, lebih-lebih lagi kalau kita sempat makan di restoran, makan meehon goreng kesukaan Hafiz.</span><br /><p><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Hafiz memang anak yang baik, selama 6 tahun lebih, Hafiz tidak pernah menyusahkan mama. Suruh makan ubat sangat senang, walaupun terpaksa makan lebih dari 3 jenis ubat 3 kali sehari. Bila dan besar sikit, mama cuma perlu put the correct dosage into the syringe and you will take it yourself. I am so proud of you sayang. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Maaflah sayang, mama tak dapat nak tulis banyak hari ini...Tiba-tiba sebak sangat. MAMA SAYANG HAFIZ......DAN MUHAMAD. (Abg Hafiz yang mama tak dapat nak peluk pun, dia pergi meninggalkan mama, sebelum sempat mama lahirkan dia ke dunia ini.) Berbahagia lah kalain berdua di JANNAH.</p><br /><br /></span>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-7235380881339723982009-02-19T20:51:00.004+08:002009-02-19T21:43:49.708+08:00Day 19<div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEid2MHtfec_SnIg-4OjZXLzTL6XRDrn4PBN_RuzLLc5y4HcKDZHjj5tpwkq4rYYi643W7JAPH1uGYZANMIxB5syI2nQxZ5D0aqQ2_bXz_PcSAFvJ-cJCmnBWk1WiVpx8iGGnm3dcIdDKCk/s1600-h/dsc_5603.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304502528044962418" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 199px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEid2MHtfec_SnIg-4OjZXLzTL6XRDrn4PBN_RuzLLc5y4HcKDZHjj5tpwkq4rYYi643W7JAPH1uGYZANMIxB5syI2nQxZ5D0aqQ2_bXz_PcSAFvJ-cJCmnBWk1WiVpx8iGGnm3dcIdDKCk/s400/dsc_5603.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Asalamualaikum Hafiz. Malam tadi mama rasa sangat sunyi tanpa Hafiz di sisi mama. Sejak Hafiz lahir ke dunia pada 24 Jun 2002 yang lalu, kita jarang sekali berpisah. Hanya bila mama ada keperluan yang tersangat penting, baru mama tinggalkan Hafiz di rumah dengan kakak-kakak dan bibik. Paling lama mama tinggalkan Hafiz selama 51 hari ketika mama dan baba pergi menunaikan haji 2007 yang lalu.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Ketika Hafiz disahkan mengidap beberapa heart defects, mama sering berdoa agar Allah berikan yang terbaik buat Hafiz. Mama redha dengan ketentuan Illahi. Mama tahu, Hafiz sangatlah fragile dan mudah mendapat sakit, sebab itu lah anti-biotics dan steroid perlu Hafiz ambil setiap hari. Mama berdoa agar mama sentiasa sihat dan berkemampuan untuk menyusukan Hafiz. Alhamdulilah hampir 4 tahun mama mampu menyusukan Hafiz.</span><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Bahagia mama dapat peluk Hafiz setiap hari. Mama belai rambut Hafiz, mama cium muka Hafiz. Bila Hafiz operate masa umur 2 hari, Allah sahaja yang tahu bimbangnya mama. Kemudian umur Hafiz 18 bulan lagi sekali mama di uji. Kali ini Hafiz kena buat open heart operation pulak. Subhanallah, bimbang sungguh mama. Tapi Hafiz sangat kuat, cekal dan berani. Kuat semangat Hafiz untuk terus bersama mama dan keluarga.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Hafiz ingat tak, bila Hafiz tak sihat, mama akan dukung dan dodoi kan Hafiz. Mama jalan-jalan dalam bilik sampai Hafiz tertidur atas dada mama. Sampai pagi mama akan peluk Hafiz. Ini yang mama sangat-sangat rindukan Hafiz. Mama betul-betul rindu Hafiz. Bye sayang, semuga Hafiz damai di Jannah Allah. Wasalam</span></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2L9rWUIu5-GA3X4HJo7-c_o8Jvnb-kxAMuKtz2-igKVruRUbBBjZo4l5ZYyeJUrQDFM4qlPvERYwapK6p6l3TnvNt-lcREEYmsLd8Pvk5irpkIavaHiU6IJE5fPmAQJFREpJgtAJzQVo/s1600-h/dsc_5559.jpg"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304502810784651042" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 199px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2L9rWUIu5-GA3X4HJo7-c_o8Jvnb-kxAMuKtz2-igKVruRUbBBjZo4l5ZYyeJUrQDFM4qlPvERYwapK6p6l3TnvNt-lcREEYmsLd8Pvk5irpkIavaHiU6IJE5fPmAQJFREpJgtAJzQVo/s400/dsc_5559.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span></div></div>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-29365552516352755752009-02-18T18:52:00.006+08:002009-02-18T20:43:29.873+08:00My Beloved Hafizuddin<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh36nInENXZGF49DIBbNlwlTpJQn2hDaQe5fXXB3OJQew8XFz4q-1bEkGg3PoFGqNqSOqi13pyM74giZ7c5VllMw9VJPpKh7CluWXZJeEWG7G4rKG3Qjkdp3FYAJpRShHXMRpLNT5wakLs/s1600-h/IMG_0175.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304091625215697506" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh36nInENXZGF49DIBbNlwlTpJQn2hDaQe5fXXB3OJQew8XFz4q-1bEkGg3PoFGqNqSOqi13pyM74giZ7c5VllMw9VJPpKh7CluWXZJeEWG7G4rKG3Qjkdp3FYAJpRShHXMRpLNT5wakLs/s400/IMG_0175.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Today 18th February 2009. It has been 18 days since I last saw my son, Mohamad Hafizuddin, who left me on 31st. January 2009, bersamaan 4 Safar 1430H at about 4.20pm. Hafiz sayang, mama rindu sangat dengan Hafiz.......</span></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>The above photo was taken in 2006 when we took him to perform Umrah. It was taken infront of Masjid Nabi di Madinah, setelah selesai solat subuh. Hafiz memang seronok di Madinah dan Mekah. Alhamdulilah, mama dah dapat sampaikan hajat Hafiz untuk dapat berada di bumi barakah, Mekah dan Madinah.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I have alot to share, dan doakan Allah memberi kekuatan kepada saya untuk terus berkongsi pengalaman membesarkan anak yang sungguh istimewa ini. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Insya Allah, I will relate to you my experiences taking care of him, who was born on 24th June 2002 with heart defects, known as right isomeric heart. He left us at the age ogf 6 years, 6 months, 7 days due to heart failure.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>To those who was with us during the difficult times at the hospital and during the funeral, thank you so much for the support. Ramai kawan-kawan yang datang untuk berkongsi kesedihan kami sekeluarga. Terima kasih di atas kata2 perangsang dan doa yang diberikan.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Terima kasih yang tidak terhingga kepada semua jiran-jiran di jalan biduk, dan kariah Masjid Ubudiah, Seksyen 19. Saudara mara, cousins and nephews, aunties and uncles and also to our friends:</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Dato' Fatmi, Dato' Al Amin and Datin Noraini, Dato' Nazri and Datin, Dato Rahim and Toh Puan, Dato' Bakar Hamid, Datuk Samad Maharuddin, Rocky, Tiger, Meor, Syed Anuar, Ishak Nekngah and Aishah, Jamie, Hani, Badrul and Hazeey, Kak Zah and Abg Aziz, Dr. Anas and Rozana, Ustadz Badrul Amin, Haji Ilyan and wife, Ida, Kak Sal, Afifah and husband, Izhar and Misriah, Lan and Dila, Hjh Zaiton, Hjh Sharifah and family, Feezah, Along, Zaidah and Adenan, James Rowe, Haji Masran and Hajjah, Setakat ini saja, sebak rasanya.....akan update lagi senarai mereka2 yang datang.</div>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-36415340103365201792008-12-10T11:59:00.005+08:002009-02-18T20:04:23.270+08:00My Prince<div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPxu0sD5CX9HSrgozZiKfvhqHycuI3c2cy9a2Ca1LnyX_e9o4AcTy2D4e0_ihTJzzdkLxmjhR7ME2i01p6vI-ySblUI6BWXovZ1fvJRsdRN_lfUC3ibR1h5Cg63MZyoArnUcOMIhttDaI/s1600-h/hafiz+operation+(5).JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5278032277546054226" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPxu0sD5CX9HSrgozZiKfvhqHycuI3c2cy9a2Ca1LnyX_e9o4AcTy2D4e0_ihTJzzdkLxmjhR7ME2i01p6vI-ySblUI6BWXovZ1fvJRsdRN_lfUC3ibR1h5Cg63MZyoArnUcOMIhttDaI/s400/hafiz+operation+(5).JPG" border="0" /></a><br />Hafizuddin fully sedated before the operation at the age of 18 months.<br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="left"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQhC5WyiDB5HTPFqTAuS7zziLnKzcu7Zj2aqGZvByrojHu-WaoxJKZXKLog5fIBUCH_I7TWlKr9Y1M8H3GRM0UdxnJaPcW2Qa0e1i3L0R3Y9oycw5YuxaQeMMb5nwZb9lKoSdjCmuMZ2s/s1600-h/hafiz+operation.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5278032263499356178" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQhC5WyiDB5HTPFqTAuS7zziLnKzcu7Zj2aqGZvByrojHu-WaoxJKZXKLog5fIBUCH_I7TWlKr9Y1M8H3GRM0UdxnJaPcW2Qa0e1i3L0R3Y9oycw5YuxaQeMMb5nwZb9lKoSdjCmuMZ2s/s400/hafiz+operation.JPG" border="0" /></a>Breastfeeding him in the ICU ward after the operation.<br /><br /><div align="left">Asalamualaikum and greetings to all my friends. I promise myself that I should be updating my blog daily, but again I was not able to access the internet while I was away. Last week, I was in Ipoh and Penang on my usual business trip, introducing Transfer Factor. Let me share the story of how Transfer Factor has changed my life.</div><br /><div align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5278032262839399362" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgOM5IqZemNj75TProxOTrORkCKL6PN74LJu3Vy2QJ9E25x2tM0xppyhhBXQZi13KkuRcE_ViG8xDFXKOp1_8M79Q9W_4S18Gb78248aQBq_UM22vHL_LtUYtJ95obrzfv97zSfbXo8WPk/s400/DVC00072.JPG" border="0" /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5278032272545035858" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4G5B9cHGzmPHewcWr2dvH1KeBguGlPu9-7HsYrujWGTBzyif7a1BaaF86quUGzRuu1Zdfnh1UUJTyDC-hIBLM_uRwP3zzO5Jg5YLAWgZ6pyz5p-lTvlebDt2uzXRPxa1iKQWKvlDazf4/s400/hafiz+operation+(2).JPG" border="0" /> Recovering well after the operation. With Dr. Lim Min Kang, Paed and Cardiologist at Gleneagles Hospital.</div><div align="left"><br /><br />24th June 2002, I gave birth to a handsome healthy (my own assumption) baby boy, whom we named Mohammed Hafizuddin. I have been blessed with 4 beautiful daughters and have been waiting for a son for along time. My eldest daughter is already 18 then (year 2002). Believe it or not my son is also the first grandson in my family. After 12 grand daughters, Hafizuddin is no. 13. My first glance at him after the ritual of reciting the 'azan' to his ears by my husband, alamak...anak ni gelap sikit. I really thought that he is on the dark side, because all my daughters are quite fair for a malay. </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">I notice that Hafizuddin has same difficulty suckling when I breast fed him. He vomited and has to be put in the incubator since I could not breast fed him at all. Then only I was informed of his problems. He is born with several heart defects. We were immediately transmitted to Gleneagles Hospital, where Hafizuddin need to be operated since the oxygen level in his blood is already going down.</div><br /><br /><div align="left">Hafizuddin is born with the following heart defects, 1. right isomeric heart, 2 AV septal defect, 3. Pulmonary atresia, 4. TAPVD cardiac and 5. right sided aortic arch. On 25th June 2002, he underwent an operation known as right B T shunt. Alhamdulilah the operation went well and he recovered well. When we were ready to be discharged, we were again shocked to discovered that Hafizuddin did not have a spleen.<br /><br /></div><div align="left">This is the actual report by the doctor - "The child has complex cardiac lesions. He has right isomeric heart and has no spleen. He is prone to develop very fulminant infection. In the event of febrile illness consider liberal use of antibiotics including parenteral forms. The child should in particular avoid respiratory tract infection</div><br /><br /><div align="left">Subhanallah, the amount of medication he has to take daily (which includes anti biotics and steroids) sungguh menakutkan. With the absence of the spleen, all the medications is a must in order to help his body fight against viruses. </div><br /><br />At the age of 18 months, again he underwent another open heart surgery known as Glen operation or Glen anastomosis on 9th February 2004. Syukur ke hadrat Illahi, Alhamdulilah, he went through it successfully. I can still remember my days of sleeping infront of the CCU ward waiting for him. As soon as he is awake, I will be called in to breast fed him, since he is not strong enough to be bottled fed. For almost a month we wait patiently for him to recover.<br /><br /><br /></div></div>Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6850144998344339546.post-81391605960698867702008-11-30T21:10:00.001+08:002008-11-30T23:23:39.927+08:00For a startAsalamualaikum to all my muslim brothers and sisters, and regards to everybody out there. Today is my first day of blogging. Have been following a few bloggers for almost 3 years and fiinally.....starting my own. My favourite of course is rockybru, pahit manis, my own three angles, and another three angels from JB. Nak kata banyak pengalaman tidaklah sangat, but would like to share my day to day experiences with those who are willing to read.<br /><br />A fun day at Sunway Pyramid today with my children and husband, my loving father and mother, my brother and his family. We have not been doing this for quite some time and i just love the time we spend together. It would have been more fun if my sister from JB and my younger brother could join us. Not to worry sis, you are always on my mind. I even told mum and dad, you and your kids would love the pancakes. Let me know when you can drive down to KL and we would entertain you......Cepat decide bila balik kampung.<br /><br />I love my life now, after almost 8 years I 'pencen' from the corporate world, my day start as a nanny, waking my children up, especially my two young ones, Princess Nadhilah and Prince Hafiz. Getting them ready for school, making sure they eat their breakfast, taking their food supplement (definiely transfer factor from 4Life), driving them to school and finally kissing them goodbye. Next task.....straight to the market, while driving my mind will be planning menu for lunch, tea and dinner but to tell you the truth, I always end up calling Bibik for suggestions.<br /><br />I don't cook that often , but on the days that I do, my children will be complaining. Bukan sebab tak sedap, tapi dia orang tak boleh berhenti tambah nasi dan lauk. I love to cook because my children and husband enjoys good food. Some of my favourite dishes, Lemak cilipadi ayam or daging for Hafiz, Asam pedas ikan pari or tulang, favourite Anis, Rendang ayam or daging and Padprik for Ira, Sambal tumis udang for Princess Nadhilah and finally my eldest daughter loves all of the above. Husband pulak suka soup ayam kampung, beef stew to be taken with bread, nasi impit with kuah kacang and sometimes I suprise them with Nasi Ambang.<br /><br />Later in the afternoon, I will pick both Princess and Prince back from school, let them play for a while before I get them ready for their nightly routine at Ros house. Ros is my friend who teaches my children to read the Holy Quran. Shukran Jazilan Ros.<br /><br />That will be all for today. Asalamualaikum.Ummu Hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07004959701440746882noreply@blogger.com2